R o i e N S i t a -- feat. Ian Watkins -- Scream Your Heart Out!! v9.0

Happy Deepavali!

2006-10-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey! Wishin everyone a Happy Deepavali!
It has been a busy few weeks for me. Imagine! I not only have to bother bout getting ready for my Deepavali open house party, I also have to work at the same time and the pressure keeps increasing mama. I felt I was suffocating especially with all the arrangements, decision making blah blah blah... One would think, maybe just maybe some people would somehow understand that I for once have a celebration coming... Oh well thats another story... and if I were to talk about it, I'll get annoyed all over again. Its something so out of my control, fuck it!

Putting aside all that, I'm grateful my family and I were able to build what we have now. Our new house, all thats in it, a brand new start and most importantly a family. No more FUCKIN drama! Of course it doesn't mean we're problem-free but at least we're most of the time happy with a peaceful home. What a relief to get away from all the monsters that surrounded us... lol :)

Karma Police

2006-10-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

Note: This was posted in my MySpace account about 2 weeks ago. Something really bad happened and still I can't get over it so I here I go again...

Even though some people can be really insensitive and thick-skinned, its their bloody problem but that doesn't mean you're great in any way. So what you talk or curse the bloody loudest? it doesn't mean shit! all i saw was a bloody freakin disgusting horrible transvestite witch! I always believe in karma and it comes when its least expected. As long as I know I didn't disturb anyone's grave so its not me that woke the dead.

However I still don't see the point of bringing up old stories that happened 10 years ago. I mean just deal with it and move on, for cryin out loud!

Theres also one more thing i constantly remind myself - NEVER TO BECOME THE PERSON THAT I HATE. Simply said whatever you do is not gonna bring me down but rather would motivate me to screw you upside down over and over again in a way you'll never be able to recover from. You'll realise that my revenge method will be the total opposite from your insane mind. I may usually be in silent mode but believe me when I say 'JUST WHO THE FUCKING HELL ARE YOU? FOR ME TO WASTE MY TIME ON YOU?!' You're just a useless, fuckin annoying, fucking irritating and fucking un-educated woman! SO FUCK OFF!!!

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Karma Police
Arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzeslikeafridge
He's like a detuned radio.

Karma Police, arrest this girl
Her Hitler hairdo
Is making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party

This is what you´ll get
This is what you´ll get
This is what you´ll get..
when you mess with us.

Karma Police
I've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all I can
But we're still on the payroll.

This is what you´ll get
This is what you´ll get
This is what you´ll get..
when you mess with us.

For a minute there...
I lost myself.. I lost myself
Oh for a minute there,
I lost myself.. I lost myself

For a minute there...
I lost myself.. I lost myself
Few for a minute there,
I lost myself.. I lost myself

Ian Watkins

2006-07-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hey-ho! Same 'ol brand new! My blog is back and active with a new layout. I know its been a while that I've really updated everyone on my so called life... lol :) So here goes...

Well...things have been pretty slow for me. I go to work, I come home, sometimes eat dinner, watch tv and finally sleep till the next day when the cycle begins again. Sounds real exciting huh? lol :) I've been kinda confused lately and to be honest, there's all this questions running in my mind. I really have no idea how it all started but it sure ain't helping me in any way whatsoever. So I've decided to let go of whatever I was thinking and live my life the best way I could at this very moment. I mean I already have enough pressure from work and home issues, I seriously need to take a time out and just be carefree for a change. For example, like usual, I went clubbing with my colleague last saturday and had major fun there, shaking my ass off... lol :) It was worth it I tell ya... Therefore from now on, I'll do and try whatever I wanna do, simply said.

Ok, enough of my sad story, other than my blog, I've also redesigned my MySpace and Friendster layout so if you're curious, you can check that out and maybe add me while you're at it. I'll gladly accept as long as you're no pervert or maniac of course. If you've seen all, you'll notice by now that I'm currently totally obssessed with Lostprophets especially Ian Watkins. What else is new? lol :)

Forza Azzurri!

2006-07-10T16:40:00.001+08:00

FINALLY...
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS...
WORLD CUP GERMANY 2006, JULY 9TH 2006...
DREAMS DO COME TRUE...
CONGRATULATIONS MY ITALIAN CHAMPIONS!!!
FORZA AZZURRI!!!

Devil's Bar

2006-06-06T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yup! I went clubbing again on Saturday night with Eileen. It was a late start though. By the time we reach MOS, it was already close to 1.30am and man, was it packed! Smurve was jam packed with people, and we couldn't even get in so we took the back entrance and pushed ourselves in. Can you imagine? I must admit, we had trouble dancing too seeing as there wasn't enough space to do anything but stand still. Luckily, the crowd around us kinda moved away which allowed us to actually dance. Believe it or not, there were no 'monkeys' around that night, I think its because most of them were couples, I think? Neways it was about 3.30am when we decided to move over to Devil's Bar. Honestly, my legs said no but my head was totally in control so as soon as we were in, we immediately attacked the dance floor. What can I say, in an atmosphere like that, we were high. Finally there were about 3 songs left then I finally gave up and sat at the sides. I don't think I could even move another leg muscle after the rate we were going. LoL :)

As usual, we left Devil's Bar at 6am, and as usual I sent Eileen home and drove home like crazy. I just couldn't wait to get home and sleep, my eyes could barely open no more. Hey after all that fun, I guess the 'pain and suffering' was worth it. LoL :)

Notice the picture below, I was fooling around with my Adobe CS and this is how this picture came about. In case you didn't know, this is actually a picture of Roy I took when I went to Medan a few months back. After it was finished, I couldn't help but love this picture. Now, its my desktop wallpaper (office/home) and my mobile wallpaper. How crazy is that?! LoL :)

Breathe...

2006-05-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

Well... Taylor's the new American Idol... Surprise, surprise! When Chris and Elliot got voted off, I've already got a feeling on who's gonna win the title this year. I mean frankly speaking, Taylor did much better than Katharine but whats with the songs this year. Thats gonna be their first single?! Luckily Taylor's song actually sounded much decent and friendly to the ears compared to Katharine's song. I guess it shows who they REALLY wanted to win the competition. It's all show man, all show... I even wonder if they had any control on the voting system. Who will ever know? Neways, if I go on, I might sound like a sore loser so all I can say is 'Congrats, Taylor, and wish you all the luck!'. However no matter how the show turned out, I'm still the biggest fan of Chris Daughtry and nothing's gonna change that. I know he's gonna soar higher than Taylor, Katharine and Elliot. Damn, he's already a superstar!

You guys have to check out RED!!! The first time I heard their songs, I was blown away. Rumor has it they're gonna be the hottest Christian Rock band of 2006. In case you were wondering, yes, my new theme is taken after their song 'Breathe Into Me' but check out their other songs on my player. I even add in Live's Mystery, the song that Chris performed together with the band on Finale night. It was one hot performance by Chris. I absolutely love that performance, probably my favorite among all, go figure! lol :) Well neways, hope you guys like this layout, feel free to comment even. See ya!

Dreadful weeks...

2006-05-23T08:59:00.000+08:00

I know its been ages since I've posted cause frankly if you can see me now, you can tell I'm in no mood whatsoever to do anything. So many disappointing events happened during these weeks and its quite hard to move on from there.

First, Chris was voted off?! WTF?! I really can't understand whats with the fans and voting system there. Ryan even mentioned that people may had thought Chris will always be safe so fans voted for the weak link instead. What kind of crap is that? Honestly, if anyone actually did what he said, I really am speechless. Thats the dumbest, most stupid and idiotic thing to do! I also don't understand the way Ryan read out the results. It seemed harsh and mean. Poor Chris was stunned, Katharine was stunned, and the whole world was too. No one ever expected that. It was not what people predicted at all. Even Simon was unhappy about the results, Paula was crying her heart out and Randy was just dumbstruck. Its the moment where the American Idol spotlight died forever. After all of this though I'm sure Chris is much better off, not having American Idol as a shadow. He was even offered again by Fuel to join the band. Now that would be amazing but what will be more amazing, a solo album. I can't wait!

After Chris was voted off, I begin rooting for Elliot cause as you may all know, I had my doubts about Taylor ever since that horrible incident (I don't wanna talk about it right now). And what happened? Elliot was next to go. I felt sad for him especially after the nice videos they arranged for him. Elliot really did undergo the biggest transformation and the one thing that didn't change, his personality and the love he has for his mother. It was touching to see the bond between them. It reminds me of my relationship I have with my father actually. Well, Elliot did make it to the Top 3 and that counts for something but I just hope he doesn't disappear like Vonzell did.

The third terrible and most dreadful thing happened. I lost my freaking handphone!!! I actually I don't wanna talk about it but I just feel I should at least mention it. Ok so I lost my handphone in my office on a Friday. When I came to work the following Monday, I remember we had a security cam. I then scanned through the records and walla, I was able to find out who took my handphone. It was a damn Malay woman with the bloody cloth wrapped around her head. See how looks can be deceiving. Conservative my ARSE! My colleague actually called the 'suspects' during the weekend including the Malay woman, who in particular calmly replied she didn't notice anything strange. Of course she didn't, she was the damn culprit. Well at least I know her stupid name and her f***ing face so I know precisely who to curse and swear at whenever I'm in the mood. What more can I do? Neways, I'll be buying a new handphone soon but I'm still pissed no matter how long its been. So damn pissed! Wouldn't you?

Finally...

2006-04-29T04:47:00.000+08:00

Finally... Kellie is OUT! LoL :) I don't mean to sound mean and a thousand apologies goes to all the Kellie fans out there but it was time. It was time way, way back ago. She was just so popular cause of her personality and the way she talks I guess, it somehow sway from judging on her singing. I've to admit though when I found out Kellie was going home, I was really, really surprised. I would've never have guessed actually. Frankly I was expecting Paris to get the boot out. Her performance was also not very good. She sounded as if she was crying instead of singing the song. Maybe its just me, so on this week's bottom 2, I couldn't agree more on the result. Bullseye!

OMG! In the other hand, Chris was stunning this week, so incredibly HOT! His choice of song is definitely the best choice ever compared to the others. Katharine's performance was good but not as equally good as Chris. Moreover they two deserve to be the top two this week. Did you guys notice Taylor's face expression when Ryan revealed that Chris and Katharine was the top 2? He seemed rather disappointed on the results. I guess he must have thought he was the one with the most votes seeing as he was sent to the couch with Elliot first. Well it turns out not...

Lastly, I've finally changed my blog layout and as planned it's Chris Daughtry's month now. I still maintained the soft colors, simplicity and entertainment. Coincidentally I now notice that my blog seems to be shrinking bit by bit. LoL :) My friendster profile has also gone through a total renovation. You may want to check that out. It's totally different and unique from the typical one.

It's getting really late now... Believe it or not I was in the office till 3am today. What a long week! Not to mention I've to wake up at 9am tomorrow and its already 5.30am. I should get some sleep. So for now, ciao!

Long...Weeks...

2006-04-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I've blogged and so much have been going on. Last week I was actually out of town for the weekend, from Thursday April 13th to Sunday April 16th. It was our annual company retreat, this time in Bangkok. I flew off on Thursday afternoon and because of that I didn't get to watch that week's elimination but I knew already when I got on that flight that Bucky was going home, thanks to the American Idol board. It sucks! Why was he the one voted off? I was devastated but I was too busy to sulk on it.

Alright, what happened in Bangkok? Well... I had a good time there with my colleagues even though all other kind of stuff were going on during that trip. I myself don't know where to begin if you were to ask me, with all the drama that unfolded, it's too long of a story. My Gosh! The one thing I really enjoyed there was going to Chatuchak Market aka Shopping Haven... LoL :) Its so cheap there! You can find almost anything there from clothes to even dogs! I tell ya, one day of shopping wasn't at all enough for me. I didn't even cover the whole market, its too huge. But I still shopped like crazy, buying whatever I liked. I bought tank tops, shorts, sandals even earrings. It was crazy. Believe me, you can never shop like that here in Singapore, well unless your monthly salary is $10,000 per month. LoL :)

Unfortunately, due to my late nights in Bangkok, it finally took its toll on me. I was already having a fever when I boarded the plane back to Singapore, and slept through the 2 hour journey home. Seeing as, I also didn't get much sleep the night before. The fatigue had finally got to me. Once I reached Singapore airport, I actually got the chance to get a bottle of Vodka since its so cheap there before I met my father and sisters who were already waiting patiently for me at the arrival hall. Overall, the whole trip was fun and I can't wait for my next trip to Bangkok. Thats all I can say.

So about yesterday, I say it sucks big time! My dear Ace is also out from the competition. First Bucky, now Ace... Not only that, Chris was in the bottom 3?! WTF?! And one thing that got in my bloody nerve was the hand shake Taylor gave Chris. Its like a damn slap in the face with his 'they're making me do it' look. Who is he kidding? That is just not smart at all. Honestly I was also rooting for Taylor from the beginning but now, all I want is Chris to kick everyone's ass out of the competition cause it is his to win. I'm saying this not to offend anyone, I just wanted to get this out my system. And don't get me started with Kellie, she wasn't even singing that night, I'm not even sure what to call that. Oh... I can't wait for next week.

My new Chris layout is finished and in a few days or so, I'll change my blog layout, just so you know. I've also change my photo album host, please check that out. Its more user friendly I should say. Other than that... I'm still at work so got to go...

Country Show

2006-04-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

What a busy week!!! I've been really pushing myself lately at work. There's just so many things that just appear before me so to look after. If I was down, I would say it sucks! After all I am human, its just how we are but seeing how everything worked out, I'll say I survived! Thats me, looking at the bright side.

Last week, Lisa was sent home for singing 'Because Of You' which was totally not for her. Why didn't she just sing Alicia Keys or Mary J. Blige which suits her voice range better? Sometimes I wonder how they choose their songs... But the ridiculous part of the show? Having Ace and Katharine accompany Lisa as the bottom three. Ace and Katharine?! Get real! You know, it shows how much talent there is on the show this year. Nobody knows for sure who's going home next. Though everyone's face expression was priceless especially Bucky's... Who would've guessed Katharine?

This week, its finally Bucky and Kelly's comfort zone. I've to admit I was really excited about tonight's performance especially on how Chris and Ace will do. Chris singing country, is definitely something to look forward after a long day at work. After watching their performance, I was glad with their choices, Keith Urban. Chris had really gone soft and sexy tonight. You just wanna tease him, squeeze him and kiss him! LoL :) I was also glad about something else, Ace's hair is back! Finally, they didn't do anything to his hair like last week, with all that gel and hair products. Yeesh! However, I was hoping Bucky would sing 'Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts' and when he came out singing 'Best I Ever Had', I can't help but feel a tint of disappointment. Amazingly, I noticed that there were not one but two songs sang tonight which are Roy's favorite songs - If Tomorrow Never Comes and Best I Ever Had. Now thats something to be surprise about seeing as Roy never watches American Idol. Its not that he hates it or anything but he just doesn't really see what the big deal is about. LoL :)

I've been to various American Idol blogs and the speculations are, that Bucky will be sent home tomorrow. I don't know how to respond to that and don't wish to respond to that instead I'm just gonna be patient and quiet till I know the official results tomorrow morning. So hope and pray!

What If?

2006-03-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Tonight's AI performance was really downright boring huh? I mean we're talking about the 21st century songs here... Hello? And Kellie went on choosing a song like 'Suds in a Bucket'? WTF?! Anyway, my boys did great!!! Ace was SEXY - as usual, Chris was HOT - as usual, Bucky was CUTE - as usual and Taylor was a SURPRISE! He has really changed for the better and I'm glad they didn't do anything to his hair. Well, I can't say the same about Ace. There's just something wrong somewhere with his hair. I mean he's still hot and everything but when he first came on, I was like 'that hair has got to go!' and 'where's the beenie when you need it?'. But then, when he gave all-time smothering, sexy and vulnerable look, that was enough to make me faint. LoL :) He's just so ACE! What'd you know, a new word, probably?

Hmmm... I don't know about you guys but Chris looked a bit awkward tonight huh? Ryan started with the whole process of clarifying last week's controversy about everyone's awareness that it was Live's version of 'Walk The Line' that Chris performed and furthermore Chris was actually a fan of the band etc. At least they got that covered, enough to shut the mouths of all the Chris bashers out there who seriously need to get a life. Come on!!! The band members of Live themselves had no problem whatsover so what the hell?!

Oh my... My country boy Bucky, is slowly showing some style there, he was really moving on stage. I really like how his voice sounded when he was singing the song but surprisingly I agree with Paula (not Simon), he needs to really be careful with the words. Btw, did everyone notice his wife?

With all that said, they all did a great job tonight and we all know we'll see them next week. I can't lie though, the suspense is kinda killing me here. At the official AI board, other fellow Chris fans were some what in panic mode cause they didn't had any trouble getting through the line. I tell ya if I could vote, I will vote like mad, caring less if I was at work or out driving on the street. Whatever I can do, I'll do it, to make sure Chris goes all the way to the finals. Sadly, I've no control and power to do so I hope everyone of you who loves Chris as much as I do, had voted the best they could. Bottomline, Lisa is the one leaving us tonight. Sorry dear... Why in the first place pick a song by Kelly Clarkson, the 1st American Idol? Dear Lisa is seriously drowning week after week...

I'm truly...

2006-03-28T14:30:00.000+08:00

Another weekend and now back to work... Well, yesterday I was like out of office for half a day, running errands involving my house and the lawyers. It was pretty tiring but i can't say I'm not at least half satisfied all that is done. I'll get the house keys from the previous owners this Wednesday night and on Thursday, the house is officially mine and my father's. Yey! Finally... honestly, I've been working my ass off for this past two years with the main intention to get a house. So it's like, now I feel complete and whole that what I've wished and worked for, have become a reality. I don't think I ever want to stop feeling this way. LoL :) Of course, there are still many dreams of mine that are yet to be worked on but I know that it takes time, maybe years, months or even days. Like for instance, I can't wait to get started on the house renovation and the interior styling. LoL :) Ka-ching! It takes both time and money but I'm gonna make sure I spend wisely. Which is why, we went weeks before to survey good furniture that were worth buying. Not to forget, we also need to ensure that the furniture we want fits just right. So we'll probably start buying them either next week or the week after.

I may have said this before somewhere. Someone from Friendster told me that 'Dreams' was posted on the American Idol: Message Boards. Sure enough, I went there to check it out. You could say I was excited. First of all, how did it get there? LoL :) When I read through the messages sent, I was overwhelmed with all the positive feedback. I mean I didn't expect this much of 'love and support'. My fellow Chris's fans are just the best, I tell ya! Again, I thank you guys so much for the appreciation.

For updates, I'm also still working on my new Chris video. I know it's been too long now and hopefully I can get it up as soon as possible. I've also been thinking that its time to change the layout. Seeing as I've change the layouts for both my profiles at Friendster and MySpace. Don't worry though, guess who's most definitely be featured? Go figure!

Oh Boy...

2006-03-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

I know... I know... Yesterday I was too caught up in my work that I wasn't able to update my blog. One of my colleagues was on MC so I had to cover for her. Unfortunately yesterday was suppose to be a very busy day for her but since she's on MC, I had to take my chances. Surprisingly though, I kinda enjoy yesterday even if it was like super-busy. Bottomline, I was doing a different job scope yesterday and no offence to my very own, I enjoy what I do but doing a different job scope once in a while doesn't make work at all boring.You're learning something new.

Well, let's switch channels to AI! Why? From all the genres and themes in the world, why did they choose the 50s? I just don't get it and to top it all of, Barry Manilow was our celebrity guest for this week. I mean, the ONLY song I know by him is Mandy and thats it! There were also many celebrities spotted among the audience - Constantine Maroulis, Ryan Cabrera and I think contestants from previous seasons were there too.

Now as for the performances, Mandisa kicked things off again first this week. Is that a coincidence? Of is it just me? Repeat: She can sing anything. I like Mandisa, she show such confidence that people should look up to. Bucky, Bucky! He was having so much fun out there and guess what, his hair back! LoL :) I like him so much better when he ties his hair in a ponytail. But being a fan and all, I just wonder why he picked Buddy Holly's 'Oh Boy'? All I can say, I'm waiting for Bucky to sing country love ballads. I'm sure he'll have his moment when that happens. As for the others like Paris, Lisa, Kellie and Elliot sang well and since I'm not so much into them, I don't think I can say much. But I agree Elliot has great vocals and I'll like him to stay in the competition. Mcpheever was burning up the stage as usual. I've to say Katharine looked gorgeous, isn't she just pretty...and she was so poised on stage. Simon said, 'Tonight I watch you turn into a star' and I totally agree! And Taylor? Well, I really enjoy watching him walk around the stage, bopping his head to the beat. All I can say, shut up Simon!!!
Dear Chris Daughtry was amazing!!! From all the songs sung on stage, I love him, I love the song, I love the version and everthing the most, it was breathtaking. Who could beat that?

"I keep a close watch on this heart of mine, I keep my eyes wide open all the time, I keep the ends out for the tie that binds, Because you're mine, I walk the line..."

Oh boy! Bucky was actually one of the bottom two beside Kevin Covais. Fortunately, it was Kevin who had the lowest number of votes so no worries, we'll be seeing more of Bucky tomorrow. I just hope his choice of song for next week is better. He should choose songs that doesn't drown his voice when he sings it. Well, Chicken little is finally out of the way... I guess it was the song choice that didn't suit him cause even if he was cocky, he was clearly likeable. I've also noticed people speculating that Bucky will be the next to go, which I don't agree on at all. Too early to say, we'll just have to see.

Ok, I've completed half of my project that is creating a separate space for my music videos. You can check that out, the link's under 'Our navigation'. Basically, there'll be a description of each and every video that I post. You can also request, comment or even contribute suggestions that I can used for my next videos. Well, got to go back to work...

Dreaming Chris...

2006-03-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

Well, the weekend passed pretty fast as usual but it was a busy one for me. On Friday, my sisters and I went to IKEA to survey furniture for our new house. In case you were wondering, my father and I bought a house and we'll be moving in the end of this month, hopefully. To keep a tight budget, I thought it'll be good idea to survey the total possible cost before getting anything especially furniture and electronics. So far, we know what we want for the bedrooms and the living room but still discussing on the kitchen renovation and the other bits and pieces, like lighting and stuff. Though I'm still looking on how to style my room, a place in the house where I'll definitely spend most of my hours in. LoL :) I'ld most probably go for a earth and matte scheme, overall modern simplicity. After surveying around for about 3 hours, we were starving so we went to East Coast to grab some seafood which was by the way delicious. We even took a couple of pictures by the beach, obviously the darkness didn't stop us from taking handphone pictures at all. It was after midnight when we finally got home.

On Saturday night, I decided to help my sister out with her layout. It took me about 3 hours of so to get it all up and ready. You guys can check it out here. At first I told her I wasn't so sure about her theme of choice 'Within Temptation' and in addition she also wanted the whole dark and gloomy effect but after seeing her response, I think I did a pretty good job.

Finally, my Chris music video is up under 'OUR MEDIA'. Honestly, I was kinda clueless about the soundtrack and after listening to ALL my mp3s, I chose Falls On Me by Fuel. Maybe it was because Chris sang a Fuel song that played a factor on my choice but mainly since this song has been my all time favorite. So far, I've received nothing but positive feedback so I guess the result is how I wanted it to be, ROCKING! LoL :)

Whats my upcoming project? Let me see... Another Chris/Bucky/Ace video and most probably an individual space for my videos. We'll see out it goes...

Too close...

2006-03-17T10:13:00.002+08:00

Poor...Poor baby... How could they do that? How could Ryan do that to Ace? Come on, they made him stand up there on stage as one of the bottom three, not for a few minutes but literally the whole second half of the show. The bright side of it all, he's not the one going home but Melissa McGhee. But still come on, you guys prefer Kevin to Ace? Now for those who don't share my point of view, please kindly elaborate for me cause I just can't get it off my system. Poor Ace didn't even breathe a word during the whole process cause clearly he himself can't believe what was happening. Sure he messed up but not as bad that he should be sent home. Ridiculous! Hence, like what the judges said, look at it as a wake up call, you got to show 'em Ace... Another thing that bothered me, why was Lisa standing there on the stage? Her performance was great so is it her lack of personality or charm that was the problem? Well, all I can say now is I'm glad the suspense for this week is over, knowing that I'll still be able to watch Chris, Bucky and Ace on that big stage. And oh, did you catch Ace's brother stand up and applaud with great relief when Ryan informed Ace that he was still safe. What brotherly support... ;)

Finally, I'm proud to say I've completed my first Chris-Bucky-Ace music video. I've also added the link under 'Our Media'. For your own convenience, there's actually two options to choose from, you can either stream or download the video. So enjoy! And don't forget, comments please...

Stevie Wonder

2006-03-16T13:12:00.000+08:00

Last night was a blast!!! The best thing was the theme for the night and frankly, it wasn't that bad. I mean we're talking about Stevie Wonder here. It was definitely a inspirational night, even though I've to admit I don't really listen to his songs but I'm aware of his achievements. Overall, the show was great as it was able to keep me on my knees for the whole two hours. LoL :) So in my opinion, how did the contestants do really?

First up, Ace Young with 'Do I do' and man, he kinda messed the song a bit but hey I didn't know he could move like that. Real smooth I say, the girls there were probably jumping all over the place, screaming as loud as they can to outdo one another. If I was sour, I would say Ace, you can lipsync for all I care, You're HOT!!! Next came Kellie Pickler, could she be more boring? I was like snoozing during her performance. The song was boring, there was basically no 'life' to it. *Yawn* It was as if she was singing herself to sleep. Btw, whats so cute about Kellie? At first, I was saying the same thing 'she's cute' until I think she's kinda overdoing the whole 'cuteness' personality. Surprise, surprise! Elliot was in his comfort zone, doing a Mr Wonder's number but you could feel he was nervous but lets face it, the man can sing, nice teeth or ugly teeth and all. You might look at Mandisa and can't help wondering if she will make it to the final stage. You might never know. She has personality, nice attitude and boy, she has great pipes. Like what the judges say, she could sing anything and still sound great. I also like the part when Ryan took off her shoes for her.

Bucky!!! My sweet, sweet Bucky!!! How can u not adore him? I can't even begin to describe my reasons for favoring him. If you notice, he has a certain style when performing and if you're a fan, you know what it is exactly I'm talking about. I just don't understand why people will think he doesn't sing well. Come on, listen to his raspy, country voice. Oh boy! I can't imagine myself being with a legend and mess up his lyrics when singing in front of him. Enough said, I've nothing to say about Melissa, she just doesn't shine enough for me. Now if you want cute, I'll definitely agree with you if you say Lisa. She's an incredible singer and she's only 16, get my point? Why in the world, will anyone vote for Kevin? He's cute and our 'chicken little' but he has been getting rather cocky and thats not good. I tell ya, I know Nikko Smith sang the song a whole lot better. Katharine is my female favorite and she didn't disappoint me at all. She was also looking rather stunning last night but I don't know why she picked that long dress. The dress was not at all hassle-free. Yeah!!! Taylor never fails to amuse me. He's just hilarious and so very addictive. His great soulful voice has never ever fail on him ever, isn't that something? Paris is like a spitfire, she's comes out all unique and young-spirited. She performed well tonight, but I'm not sure about the pink jacket she was wearing. Finally, the real show began when Chris Daughtry hit the stage with 'Higher Ground'. He has 100% originality in every song that he sings. It's amazing how he does it. He wasn't even familiar with Stevie Wonder's songs but thanks to Red Hot Chilli Peppers, he nailed the song.

In several hours, I'll get to find out the results and I really hope and pray its either Kevin or Melissa that goes home. Arrgghh! I can't wait for tonight.

The Top 12

2006-03-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

Yea...today's Wednesday and you know whats on Wednesday? AMERICAN IDOL!!! I just can't wait for the hours to pass so I can go home and get comfortable in front of the screen. Seeing as it is still 9.30 am in the morning, maybe I shouldn't get too excited with anticipation but I just can't help myself!!!

Besides that, I'm also still wondering on this week's theme. Hope its a reasonable one and not something too old or boring. Importantly I want my guys to shine without a doubt, shine with their song choice. The judges must not criticize them at all which is halfway impossible I know, but hey maybe I'm just overprotective. LoL :) Yea rite... Ok well, as we prepare for this evening, why don't you guys check out a AI site I stumbled upon just now. You might be surprise of the information you'll read here at American Idol: Secrets, Scandals, Rumors or Secrets of the 12 'Idol' Finalists which I personally find very interesting. Its like a 'need to know' basis before the big night when they hit the big stage.

I know its been ages since I last updated my photo album but say no more. I've added some of my recent pictures and deleted some old ones. So feel free to take a look...

Second Blues...

2006-03-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

It's still Tuesday, TUESDAY!!! There's like 3 more days still the next weekend and I'm as dazed as I can ever be. I slept early last night and yet there's not much effect. My eyes are still kinda puffy and tired. Whatever I say or would like to say won't change the fact that I'm just not in the mood for anything. Last night I wanted to finish my Chris-Bucky-Ace project but had to delay it due to my sisters. They were downloading some video files causing the computer to act not as fast as I wanted it to be. It was causing a whole lot of confusion for me so I decided to just kick back and watch Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy instead. I'm glad I didn't miss it cause it was worth it. Btw, last week, both shows were put on temporary halt, thanks to the Oscars. Nonetheless I was still happy as I was able feast my eyes on Jake Gyllenhaal. LoL :)

Until now, I just don't know what's makes DH so hilarious. Well, GA seems to start of well and it seems there's LOVE all over the air. McDreamy's wife enters the scene disrupting whatever McDreamy has with Meredith. Talk about drama! And whats this I see from Izzie, she's stealing glances at Alex... They'll make a cute couple I think. I'm also not sure why many of GA fans don't like them as a couple. However, I just have one question, 'What happened to Alex's Syphillis, is it cured?' LoL :)

And oh - something out of the blue! I heard Jessica Simpson got dumped by Adam Levine of Maroon 5 via text message. How ironic is that? The supposedly one of the hottest woman in Hollywood getting dumped? Now thats news. You can read more of it at Egotastic or maybe you'ld prefer to read more about Jake Gyllenhaal and Orlando Bloom's candid shots at Pink Is The New Blog or even learn more about Britney's more un-heard ways. I admit, I do visit this gossip blogs whenever I'm bored or sometimes on my lunch break. Its just something to keep my mind entertained while I chew I guess... It's like guilty pleasure so I do recommend for you all to try...

Monday Blues...

2006-03-13T09:26:00.000+08:00

Damn!!! I really wish that it was still the weekend and not Monday already. Can it be more painful? I slept for only two hours and I feel really awful, sleepy and drowsy right now, not to mention hungry. If you remember I had more than enough sleep on Saturday night so you can imagine how difficult it was for me to fall asleep last night. I surfed the net and updated my sites till I had nothing else to do. I even went to YouTube.com to watch the videos posted there. That was how bored I was. I needed a hobby, something like my own personal assignment. Then it striked me! I had once made a video montage about Roie and I featuring Jessica Simpson's Angel. Don't ask me why, it was Roie's favorite song back then. You see I was fooling around with my screencaps of Chris, Bucky and Ace, creating animation gifs for my handphone to be used as wallpapers and screensavers when I somehow thought to do a video montage for them. So basically, I went with the idea and so far so good however only half way through. It's based on the TOP 16 guys night - Secrets. You might be expecting some pop song or inspirational songs right? Wrong... You'll see,it's totally different... I'll post it up once it's ready for you guys to see but I'll need another day or two probably seeing as its the weekdays. Still... I can't wait to get home to continue and finish my project...

Confusing...

2006-03-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

Last nite was like the longest night for me... I didn't get to sleep until 6am in the morning due to one big miscommunication Roie and I had. The whole problem was, believe it or not, has actually little to do with us. First sms-s was shot back and forth and somehow it became quite ugly. Never did I felt so impatient as my fingers struggle to type out the words. Then he finally called me and we weren't very friendly with each other at first since clearly there was still uneasiness in the air. Funny, how a simple problem escalates to a problem that had nothing to do with the previous problem at all. I really was in disbelief. Fortunately like always, we were stll able to talk things out and make up, realising that it was due to text messages read the wrong way. So the moral is, don't fight via text messages cause this problem might just happen to you as well. LoL :) What a night! I was so tired that I slept through the whole morning and woke up at around 4pm. Well, it seems everything has return to normal and our merry way... So now thats settled, I'm starving, I'm going to get my breakfast-lunch-dinner now... Ciao!

Bye Bye...

2006-03-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yup! I am crazee over Jake Gyllenhaal right now... And its not cause of Brokeback Mountain. I've been a fan of his since The Day After Tomorrow however i've to admit my obssession has grown tremedously since BBM. Its just something about him that caused our hearts to pound like hell whenever we lay our eyes on him. It's magic I tell ya... One thing I know for sure I'm certain that my obssession grew more when he broke up with Kirsten Dunst. I dunno why but I just can't see them as 'a couple' and its not cause I don't particularly like Kirsten as an actress but there's just something else. If you notice, I've also taken out nearly 50% of what I used to have on my blog as I wanted to return to simplicity.

Ok, so American Idol has finally got their 12 finalists for the big stage. Sadly, Ayla Brown was kicked off last night and Simon stated it was her song choice that got her boot out. She was so emotional which was why I was surprised she handled the tears and singing very well. Yea, she was one of my favorites even though her singing isn't that fantastic compared to Mandisa. Oh and the charming Will Makar was voted off too followed by Gideon. I must tell ya the guys this season really make it all difficult to guess who's getting the boot out cause they all are great even Kevin Covais with his 'Chicken Little - Sex Symbol' charm. He's just so adorable. So my guess is that its down to personality, looks and talent. The X-Factor! I just want my favorite boys to stay in the competition. Bucky was standing on stage with Gideon as the last two and I don't wish to see him, Chris, Ace or Taylor in that spot until the very last stages of the competition cause there can be only one American Idol. Not to forget Katharine McPhee and Elliot Yamin (taking Ayla's place) who have the talent as well. This season is gonna get really fantastic. Definitely!

Check out my Idol favorites @ Idol MP3 Player under Jukebox menu...

Nu Idols Season 5 :Part 1

2006-03-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

Finally! American Idol is back... After the drama last season caused, I have a feeling there'll be more drama this year, not sure why. Maybe cause this years group must be the good looking group of all seasons. LoL ;) They are all nice and interesting to look at basically. Of couse last year, we had Bo and Constantine and Carrie and Anthony but then it stops aight... Well, this year we have a much pretty list of the 24 guys and gals of Season 5. Just to set the record straight, NOBODY can ever replace BO BICE! So don't you go comparing cause its just plain wrong. Ever since Bo got on the show, many talented rockers were tempted to get on the show such as Chris Daughtry ("If Bo made it, why can't I?"). I must say he is my absolute favorite this season followed by the others - Bucky Covington, Taylor Hicks, Katharine McPhee and Ayla Brown. Chris is a very current rock vocalist with a really good voice. Not only that he is a real pro but he is also has a great taste in music, MY kind of music. So without further a due, keep a lookout for these favorites of mine.

CHRIS DAUGHTRY

Age: 26 Hometown: McLeansville, NC
Top 24 Guys Song: Wanted Dead Or Alive (Bon Jovi) - First time ever, a Bon Jovi song... Finally!
Top 20 Guys Song: Hemmorage (Fuel) - Totally surprised but loved it!

BUCKY COVINGTON

Age: 28 Hometown: Rockingham, NC
Top 24 Guys Song: Simple Man (Lynard Skynard)
Top 20 Guys Song: Thunder Rolls (Garth Brooks) - Aww... I just love his voice...

ACE YOUNG

Age: 25 Hometown: Birmingham, AL
Top 24 Guys Song: Father Figure (George Michael) - Nice song selection...
Top 20 Guys Song: If You're Not The One (Daniel Bedingfield)

TAYLOR HICKS

Age: 29 Hometown: Birmingham, AL
Top 24 Guys Song: Levon (Elton John) - Great performance!
Top 20 Guys Song: Easy (Commodores)

KATHARINE MCPHEE

Age: 21 Hometown: Los Angeles, CA
Top 24 Girls Song: Since I Fell For You (Barbra Streisand) - An enjoyable one...
Top 20 Girls Song: All In Love Is Fair (Barbra Streisand)

AYLA BROWN

Age: 17 Hometown: Wrentham, MA
Top 24 Girls Song: Reflections (Christina Aguilera)
Top 20 Girls Song: I Want You To Need Me (Celine Dion) - Thats just something about her...

Alrite, so 4 contestants have already been eliminated so people in America, please vote for the talents above. LoL ;) Well, thats the least I can do... And oh, I found out Bo will be performing 'The Real Thing' for us this week which by the way is #2 rite now on the TRL chart. Woo-hoo! After Carrie did her thing with 'Jesus Take The Wheel', I just can't wait to see Bo again in action. Bucky! Bucky! Did you catch Bucky shaking Bo's hand when the show ended? Are they somewhat buddies now? LoL :) All I know is they are two very sociable people and just for your info, Bucky has a twin brother, Rocky. Ah! I bet you didn't know that. More updates coming up - meanwhile - two more days to go...

Crash and Burn

2006-01-16T10:04:00.000+08:00

It finally happened! My computer was attacked by virus. I think its the Sasser Worm?? My Gawd... It practically erased all my files, everything. My digicam and mobile pictures, videos, music, everything! It really hit me hard. It was wicked, crash and burn! Luckily, I did burn some of the pictures for Roy so at least not all is lost and some of them are online but it still makes me miserable just thinking about it cause most of it is gone. You can say I'm still in shock, regretting why I didn't burn the pictures into a cd when I had that many. Arrgghhh!!! Well... I don't see the point of bitching and moaning about it anymore (I can't help it). However I do hope a miracle happens and somehow my files are back! I do wish...
Anyway, just look out for those nasty viruses out there. Gotta get back to work...

Makeover

2006-01-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Finally... After that many months my blog is finally with a new layout. I guess my Bo Bice fascination has come to a temporary halt. I'm proud to say that I'm currently and totally obssessed with Avenged Sevenfold. The 'City of Evil' album is just awesome, all 12 tracks of it. I must say, the tempo here is seemingly changing right now, however if you've keep track of my top chart, you'll see that I'm actually a big fan of rock and hardcore music. For me, pop ain't that popular in my book even though I've to admit I tend to enjoy some good 'ol pop music once in a while. Overall, I'm fond of all types of music that my ears enjoy listening too of course. Duh!

Anyways, it has been bright and soft colors all the while and so I decided to switch to darker, a more 'elegant' look. I don't know about you but I do like the combination of colors for this layout. And yeah, you might notice my layout image is without any decorative words of some sort which is because I just am too lazy and impatient at this very moment and besides it's looks really nice already so why spoil it. Yet I might just change it someday. So feel free to leave your comments.

New breed of parasites

2006-01-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

It's been too long since I last updated my blog and so much has been going on in my life, I wouldn't know where to start. But for now, I would like to put that aside as I have this one particular socre to settle. My problem is that the 'enemy' is in Indonesia whereas I'm here in Singapore. So I figured I should post at my Friendster blog, to kinda like 'publish it in the net' since we all have accounts there. Even, if it's a 50-50 chance of her reading it, I'm taking it. Once you've read my post, you're probably understand what the fuss is all about. Without further a due, this is what I posted this morning.

A New Breed of Parasites

Parasites would never die! Leeches would somehow survive!

Alrite, yesterday I was missing my hunnie like crazy so I decided to give him a call. We chat quite a bit and then he told me one very disturbing info. You see our commitment included always keeping each other inform of one's latest updates. For instance, where I went during the weekend and with who or me getting a new cut. Sometimes even those little things are said just so he knows. The trust is there and it's important that we ensure it's not taken for granted. Trust is very important and not something to mess around with.

So back to the conversation. I for one have no objection if my boyfriend meets his ex as long as he lets me know at the end of the day. In this case, Roy met his ex while he was with his cousin. The 'Oh! Long time no see!' bullshit was how it started, obviously which led to an ask and answer kinda thing. Well, Roy wasn't keen or interested in what she had to say but he was friendly. Until this point, believe me I have no problem whatsoever well neither did he. Then it happened! Like the saying goes 'A leopard never changes its spots'. At that very same day, at night Roy received a very, very disturbing sms from his ex which by the way is totally unacceptable! Roy was damn furious but the timing just wasn't right and in addition he didn't want to say what was on his mind through sms as he prefers to tell it to her face. Frankly, I second that. That bitch is really a nutcase.

So I'm not sure if you're reading this (you know who you are) but if you are, you are just not up to our standards. Get a life! And guys, she even have the nerve to apologize the following day, claiming that it was her friend who used her handphone to sms not her. Hello?! What a total dickhead! I tell you I have never heard of people like that. Friends interfering in her personal matters while she innocently sits by. Who the hell is she kidding?! We are not in high school anymore! Roy and I have moved on and now we just feel pity for you. You just don't have the balls. Next time when you want to say something, say it to our face so we know, you know. Still, I don't get it. Whats up with her friend?! Idiotic bunch I must say. Totally clueless on just what hell they're doing I suppose. Unbelievable!

Newsflash! You were really hard on Roy before, putting him down whenever you got the chance, even for me as a woman, I find it really harsh. You are suppose to be supportive not tormenting. Anyways, I just have one final thing to say. Roy and I are also in a long distance relationship. The difference is, ours is as stabile and strong as it can ever be or maybe more whereas the past you guys had was a disaster. If you are able to get a degree and I heard you're working, I also assume you understand English, the whole problem was not Roy's doing. It was YOU! Everything was wrong with you. Roy is the most understanding, loveable and caring man I know and we love each other with all our hearts. That was something you guys didn't share at all. Nada! I'm willing to bet, you have no idea of who he is really inside. Like the way, he tends to forget he's wearing his t-shirt inside out or the way he rubs his nose with his palm whenever I give it a slight pinch. Its just those little things. I believe a relationship is a two way give and take. This why you and I are totally different in so many ways. You were looking for a nerdy professor whereas I like my man to be 'out' there seeing the world as it is cause its not all about books and paper that make us who we are but character, integrity and experience plays a big part in life. Just because you have no life doesn't mean you had to force him to have none as well. Force is never a good thing.

Well... I hope you find peace in whatever you do and good luck in that. Roy is my present and future and vice versa. Nothing could bring us down especially a pathetic stunt like that. All I can say is, next time think 10 times before you send out smses like that, you will lose respect not only as a woman but also as a person as the seconds tick by. And no, the world doesn't evolve around you only. So grow up!

Posted - January 8th 2005 @ 10.30am

In Loving Memory: Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005

2005-11-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

This hurts... Eddie Guerrero has passed away. He was found dead in his hotel room on November 12/13 2005. Cause? Unknown. Whatever it is, this is one news I have never expected to hear. We're talking about Eddie Guerrero here, young and fit Latino Heat. It's just so sad. Never would I imagine myself saying 'this is the last time we see Eddie in Smackdown!'. Never!

On behalf of my family, Roy and I, we send our condolences.

This is a little piece of testimonial I've sent to WWE.com:

My boyfriend and I are big fans of Eddie Guerrero. His charismatic charms and personality are just magnetic. Never once, has he fail to amuse us in the never ending twist and turns of the WWE, constantly building a great effect on everyone.

My boyfriend himself, can never stop smiling whenever Eddie starts getting cheeky with his 'lie, cheat and steal' ways. That is what pulls us to him, his unique style and his simply irresistable attitude. Without a doubt, a great wrestler and a wonderful person at heart and character.

Despite his past addictions and dilemmas, he has made us realise that there is such thing as hope. Once you've set your mind into it, you can accomplish anything. With great strength and will power, he has led an inspiring journey.

Even though, the Great Latino Heat has passed, his legend will forever live on, burning bright, he would always be in our hearts.

Eddie Guerrero...
We Love You...
Missing You Always...
And Thank You...
Goodbye and God Bless...

Above: Some pictures taken from WWE.com, a Smackdown Tribute to Eddie episode.

Birthday

2005-10-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

What a long and fun week (5 days)... Sadly, it passed by too fast... On the 8th, I did have my birthday celebration at the chalet. It was a nice BBQ party with my whole family. The food was great and we ate 'till we dropped. I ate so much I couldn't feel my stomach. It was like neverending... LoL :) Of course, the night ended with a cake facial, thanks to my cousins. I tried to escape but lets be real here. 3 against 1? I did get my revenge though on one of my cousins but the other two were able to escape. Damn! Nevermind, I know my time will come...

After the party, Roy and I extended our stay at the chalet. We talked and talked...and just spent time together. We even had another BBQ on Monday with my sisters which led me to suffer an eye irritation. It was pretty scary as I couldn't open my eyes or even see any light whatsoever. Moreover my eyes are now back to normal and I'm now back to work with Roy waiting back at home for me. We are planning on going camping tonight, and probably spend our Saturday at the Beach which is our favorite place... All I've to say, I can't wait for tonight...

I'll be posting a few of my Birthday pics real soon. But for now, I'm going for my lunch first...

Beautiful Lie

2005-10-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

It's a Beautiful Lie... Yea bay-bey!!! It's 30 Seconds To Mars... You know the very first time I heard this band, I was taken away by their music. I hate to admit but Jared Leto was the reason I was curious in the first place and man...am I glad I was curious or what?! They are just bonafide rock stars. Their songs have such a unique and special sound to each and every one of them. It's like nothing I've ever heard before. Capricorn (A Brand New Name), Oblivion, The Mission, The End of The World and all the other tracks on the cd really got me hooked to the band. I couldn't stop listening to their music everyday. Then came Attack, as hooked as I already was, I got even more obssessed with them. Their songs are definitely going into my Hall of Fame song list, together with now added From Yesterday, Beautiful Lie, The Kill... The entire album is basically to die for... Jared's voice is just extremely mesmerizing.

There's something else about me you should know, when obsession is involved, I'll make sure I see their live performances even though via the net. I just feel a need to see my favorite musicians perform live. I guess it's those moments that really shows their dedication, commitment and talent for us fans to interact with them. I just hope I'm able to experience those special moments in the future.

If you guys haven't notice, the pictures above are actually eye candy walls for your pure enjoyment. Other than that, I actually have a new section for Featured Bands. In addition, I would rotate streaming videos, music and hopefully mp3 files soon. Unless there is one kind host who's willing to host me. LoL :) Nah...just kidding... So this month, it's 30 Seconds To Mars with their music video Attack.
Enjoy...and please, feedback anyone...???

Days Before Birthday

2005-10-03T02:55:00.000+08:00

Five more days!!! Five freakin' more days!!! I keep saying that...I guess I'm just too excited. In case anyone of you is wondering, my baby's coming over this Friday for my birthday... Isn't that just great? After three long torturing months, finally the day is near and I just honestly can't wait for the day to come. Finally...

After weeks and weeks of stressful days at work I need a HUGE dose of my baby's TLC. LoL :) Come on...besides the eight hours I spent at work everyday, I'm just this boring and miserable person with no intentions of getting out of bed, unless to go online of course. But, if my baby's here I'll be a totally different person, full burst of energy. Basically I won't mind sleeping 2-3 hours of sleep cause I don't want to waste even a single second to make use of the time we have. Those of you who are in the same situation as ours will definitely know what I'm talking about. To make the best out of everything.

Well, the plans have been made and I think we have yet to book the chalet or bungalow but since its the exam period now, I hope there's no problem. If there is, I guess I probabaly faint right on the spot. No way! First, due to last minute discussions we tried to rent a bungalow but it wasn't meant to be so we switched the plans and if this also doesn't work out, I'll definitely freak out.

Add me up guys at MySpace and Friendster. Both of my accounts had gone through major 'operation' so just check it out you know. Everyone in Friendster clearly is excited with the new features available. As for me, I was just waiting for it to happen. The default layouts are so boring and so not interesting, so tasteless... It was making me lose interest. It was really bad. However Friendster will always be Friendster, sometimes my profile will screw up cause of something I've no idea about. Its just so weird at times. I've to adjust the settings time and time to get the actual look of my profile. All I'm saying is, someone has to do something about this man, it's starting to get to me... Do it fast...

Summerslam

2005-08-28T07:04:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah!!! Not only it's finally the weekend but also Cena and Batista are still the ultimate champions!!! LoL :) I know...I know...Some of you should already know that by now since Summerslam was a week ago. But I only was able to finish watching the PPV yesterday. Last monday I watched the first two discs and as expected I was too tired to watched the third disc. I was mostly intrigued by the Edge vs Matt match with Lita at ringside. The whole match looked quite real actually so I'm not sure if they are still in each other's throat about the whole love triangle situation or it's just a WWE storyline. With WWE, anything could happen and Matt already has a girlfriend anyways...he lost, Edge is still the dominant male. Go figure! Matt, stop with all the talking and just cripple Edge will ya... I like Edge and Lita but they are overdoing some stuff on air and its getting to me. But oh yeah, the real shocker of night! Benoit's match must be on the record books ladies and gentlemen! What a fast way to win a title belt! My father enjoyed every minute well seconds of it. LoL :P The only match which I think is such a waste is Taker vs Orton. What the f***k?! That's the only comment you're getting from me. The real excitement was Cena's and Batista's match. The two matches were great especially since they were able defend their titles. Yee-haa!!!

Enough with wresting, I just got off the phone with my boyfriend to find out he's coming down with something, probably the flu. I kept nagging at him to eat cause he has actually lost nearly 6 kilos since I've seen him. It's not good news. I'm gonna make sure he gains those missing pounds again. It's very tricky as I'm not there with him but I guarantee results once he comes to see me. You bet I will! Well...it's morning here already and I haven't gotten any sleep. I actually have to wake up around noon. Why? My father and I are planning on buying a bigger house together for all us to fit in so later at noon we'll be going around screening houses that catches our attention. So will tell ya all about it later... Ciao!

It's Been Too Long

2005-08-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Alright here I am...I know it's been ages since my last update but pardon me... My life has been pretty hectic this past month. Having to balance my personal, family and career life has been pretty tough. So I hope you guys understand my situation. As a Human Resource Officer, you are supposed to handle all matters surrounding the firm so there are times when you come across matters which are so out your hands but then again it comes with the job. You knew about it, you asked for it so deal with it. I'm telling you, some matters are just so damn silly and jaw-dropping outrageous, sometimes I'll be like 'what the f**k?'? But hey, enough of the whining, let's get to the updates.

My hunnie and I have made a point that it's important to have a tele-conversation every Saturday. We feel, to be updated on one another's life events and problems are important to us. So even when you're not there, you feel there. You know what I'm saying?? At least that's something that makes us both feel better and it's something to look forward too every weekend. Being in a long distance relationship ain't easy but we're trying, not to be the prefect couple cause nobody's perfect, we just wanna be the strong couple with strong views and passion. To make it through and make everything happen... Nothing can get in our way, nothing!

So after several calls and long discussions, guess what? My Hunnie's coming here for my birthday!!! Yoo-Hoo!!! LoL :D I'm just so ecstatic right now just think about it. But I do have to be honest, the time isn't going as fast as I want it to be. I'm just so impatient. Hey, several months apart, this is what happens. If you guys are actually following up from my first blog post, you'll know that this whole situation has been really difficult. However, it seems time has teach us a thing or two. We have learnt to make the best out of situations to ease our loneliness, our pain, our distance. For me now, just talking to him is like wow! It's feels that damn good! It sounds kinda cheesy but what else is there for us to do. We were stumbled into a situation like this, not accepting the fact at first yet we were able to go through what we thought was difficult. The point? Well... Nothing is impossible once you put your heart and soul into something you feel so passionate about. It's a good motto to follow. :)

One month and one week to go... Time is ticking...

Long Time

2005-07-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

Another month has passed... It's quite funny how time plays tricks on you. Now in my new office, I don't really realise the time that much. Suddenly it's time for lunch, suddenly it's time to knock off. Funny isn't it? Well that means only one thing and it's simply states that I'm actually into my new job scope. How every little thing plays a part. Well, This past Saturday nights, I've been calling Roy up for 2-3 hours talktime. Ha! Thanks to a new calling card service of course. Cool right? But then again, even 2 hours is never enough when it comes to us. There's always stuff to talk about and even saying good night could take like half an hour. LoL :) A couple totally in love what'd you expect? :P

Neways two weeks ago, me and a few colleagues organized a BBQ event at our office and man was it tiring or what. It was total non-stop action, running here and there, making sure everything was in placed but then again, it was all worth it. Especially since the event was a success, everybody had fun. Let me tell ya, I couldn't even keep my eyes open when driving back home. I was that exhausted. In a month's time, there is gonna be another office event, wonder what's the plan like. Care to suggest?

Oh, I've actually posted a couple of 'my trip back to Medan' pictures which you guys could take a look or better still leave a comment (a nice one please). There are like hundreds of them so I decided to only choose a few of my favorite. I hope I got the time to add in more since I've to resize the pictures and stuff. Honestly, I can't stop looking at the pictures, it drifts me back when I was still in Medan. We had one of our best times there. Oh man.... I miss my hunnie so much.... :(

Major Updates

2005-06-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

It's been such a long long time since I've updated about my life's events. Luckily, I did pay a visit to my hometown, Medan and most importantly My Boyfriend, Roy who was as stunned as I was, that finally I was in Medan. We spent a wonderful week together minus the misfortunes we were put into. Yes people, I was robbed, robbed of my handbag. So just imagine, my wallet, handphone and even my passport was gone! It was a few days before I was suppose to return to Singapore thus it was a major panic and a BIG shocker for the both of us. It was just a few minutes of clumsiness and poof! Everything was taken by some asshole. However, we were able to clear everything with both countries just in time (a day before) for my new job.

While there, Roy and I spent every second, minute together. It was nice being by his side again, it was overwhelming. I was so happy that tears appeared when we had our quiet moment, the feeling was unexplanable. We were able to survive the longest months apart which is surprising in my part, ask Roy on this and he will know the answer. Probably due to the searching of a new job, and other problems I had to go through, really put me in exhaustion so seeing Roy the first time I stepped out of the arrival hall, was the most effective, wonderful medicine I could ask for. We were separated for a 'brief' moment but the belief and love that we share, grew even stronger.

Maybe I was really quiet on this particular subject cause I didn't want to jinx it or anything so yeah, I've got a new job. So bye bye dickheads! You're looking at the new Head of Human Resource. Hah! What do you make of that? Basically I was really sick and tired of working at my previous company so I started looking for a new job and somehow here I am. I think luck had so much to do with this and of course together with the major support from my love ones.

So now here I am in my office (I even have my own room lol :)), missing Roy like crazy. Like I said from the start, I hate goodbyes so you guys can imagine how our goodbye was. I still feel I'm in Medan at this moment and when I turn around, Roy's right there smiling his special smile for me. Hiks...Hiks... Thank you for loving me Pa... I miss you...

Postponed....

2005-06-07T01:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm still here in Singapore. Only tomorrow will the travel company give us the status about my ticket, which flight I'll be on and stuff. They were saying about some special price for a certain airline but they wanted to double check for us and all the other good things. So most probably I'll be going on this coming Wednesday. Roie smsed this afternoon and I told him the good news of my arrival. LoL :)

Unfortunately, a friend of mine in Medan passed away this morning, around 5am. I just wanna send my condolence to his family. He maybe gone but he will always be in everyone's hearts... The memories will always stay. Be strong.

I'm on a time limit right here, gotta go guys... C ya...

Vacation

2005-06-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah!!! Finally, I'm free from any sort of obligation to go to work, starting from this Monday. What do ya think bout that? I'm as glad as I can be. For a year now, I've been busting my ass for a company who doesn't know how to appreciate. So what did I do? I went hunting for another and guess what? I got the new job, as Head of Human Resource aka Relations Officer (they call it). They had no objections to me starting later in the month so 'till then, I'm as free as bird to do whatever I please which is of course, to go back to my hometown, MEDAN. I know it's all of sudden but I'm not saying I didn't think about it, even before I started looking for a job, I've thought of giving Roie a lovely surprise. So it's all settled. Probably this Tuesday, I'll be flying off to Medan and maybe just maybe, I'll be able to update my blog but I'm not sure. Just thought I should mention this, in case any of you might wonder. LoL :)

As predicted, Roy was estatic when I broke the good news to him a few days ago. He just can't wait to see me again and so am I. Even now, I can't stop thinking about this coming Tuesday, too excited I guess. How can we not be? This is the longest time apart from each other ever, definitely. I just miss him so much... It's gonna be like our second honey or something. LoL :)

Finale Part Two

2005-05-31T19:53:00.000+08:00

Damn it!!! The finale of American Idol sucked big time. It has already been a week and still I'm in shock, in terrible disbelieve that Carrie Underwood came out as the winner of the show. I don't know man, I've got nothing against Carrie, I mean I don't hate her or anything but I just wanted Bo to be the new American Idol so bad. I was really disappointed. The thought of the show being rigged and everything is still in my mind. How Simon was with her from day one?! Come on people, it was so obvious. They should start calling the show Simon's Idol instead. Get real Simon! But whatever it is, I guess Bo is better off as the Runner Up cause then, he won't be some puppet for the American Idol, with all the incredible options in front of him, I know we'll be seeing more of him. Definitely! There's some rumors going around that Bo might be making Clive Davis's dream come true by working an album together but so far, he's states he wants to take it slow and steady. I've to admit I can't wait for his debut album to come out. Oh...I'm such a fan ain't I? LoL :)

What do ya know? A new and fresh layout featuring Mr Bo Bice himself. It just proves what a big fan I'm of his. He just has this amazing voice that sweeps you off your feet everytime you hear him sing and the fact he's just so attractive to look at. LoL :) Well, back to the layout, as you all know I'm also a fan of soft colors even though it's a darker theme but it's still soft and comfortable to look at. I've also updated the other sections so just take a look around and tell me what you think. You know it took like months for me to give this blog a whole new look. Imagine that!

Finale Part One

2005-05-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

OMG! Today's the day guys! It's American Idol performance night and wanna know something? It's killing me right now that I've to force myself to be in the office 'till knock off time while AI was on already on-air LIVE like 2 hours ago. Don't worry there's a repeat tonight at 8 pm, at least I get to watch it. Being as I'm working, I've NEVER watched AI live. Believe it or not so when I turn on the TV when I get home, I would already know the outcomes. Thanks to the wonderful Bo Bice Community out there who are now killing their fingers by voting continuously for Bo, please help us out. It's dreadful that I can't do anything to help with the voting. Damn! I wish I was in the US right now. My hearts racing and I can feel my blood draining from me, my head's just so in a mess right now, I don't know where to start. Especially after I read my recent emails I got about the performances, my jaw dropped and I don't think I can feel any muscle in my body. It was terrible, they say and not only that, Simon was being biased, giving high praises to Carrie even though she sang awful. Now tell me, how am I suppose to react? What if most of you listen to Simon who I think is making his choice very much loudly this time. Disgusting! Hey Simon, I watched you in The Opera Show so I know what I'm talking about. After so many weeks of being an American Idol fan 'cause of Bo, I can assume AI will lose many, many fans if the next American Idol isn't Bo Bice and I'm proud to say I'm one of them. For now, let's just hope and pray for Bo and wish him all the luck. We love you Bo!!!

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The Final Two

2005-05-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

Yea Babeeee... There were three now we're down to two, BO BICE and Carrie Underwood. Who is it going to be people? What? You're damn right, Bo is going to rock the nation as the new American Idol. I'm so sure of it. I've nothing against Vonzell but somebody has to go right and one of the judges did hint about having to choose between Carrie and Vonzell. To my opinion, Carrie is ok, just ok, nothing much. Bo in the other hand was just amazing last night, singing flawlessly with and without music. Can you imagine that? Even after he stopped singing, my eyes were still glued to the screen, he was just so mesmerizing. It was definitely all good. Well, I've yet to watch the results show, I cheated alittle by checking in the net first cause I was just so damn nervous about the 'shocker' everyone was talking about. The elimination of Constantine was enough for me. No more. How I wish... I wanted so bad for Bo and Constantine to be the final two. I can only start to imagine how exciting that will be. lol :) But here we go instead : Rock vs Country

In the early morning of 14th May 2005, my family and I drove up to Kuala Lumpur Malaysia. That was a whole new experience for me. Being able to take my Grant beyond the limit, flying by the highway with my windows down and not only that, there were no speeding limit to be concern about. Unlike Singapore who only allows the speed limit of 90 km/h, Malaysia is more lenient on that area with 110 km/h to 120 km/h. So you can imagine how much fun I was having, driving my own car. In case you were wondering, my father drove his car and I drove mine. Once we got there, it just started to become a whirlwind. We were going in circles and seeing the same buildings numerous times, talk about being clueless in another man's country. It was extremely torturing for me cause my car is a manual unlike my father's automatic so while he's relaxed and everything, I had to struggle to keep my legs from getting numb and not to mention my whole body. It was pure torture driving in the city but fun at the same time until of course, my sisters and I got lost.

Somehow, my father took another way and we just had no idea we took the wrong one 'till it was too late. It was chaotic. My sisters started to panic and my father was screaming at us for being careless. That's when I got angry. Come on, I was paying the highway fee lady when my father decided to take off without waiting for us first. If I knew where we were going in the first place, I would've definitely know which turn to take right? So it wasn't entirely our fault. However after an hour or two (not sure), we finally caught up with my father and then started to look for a hotel which took another two to three hours and when we finally got one, I straight away headed for a shower and finally into bed.

The very next afternoon, we were energized enough to begin our adventure at Sungei Wang where we bought some stuff while my father and my baby sister went sightseeing somewhere else. Oh, we also bought cool shades at Chinatown but then I found out there was something wrong with mine when we reached the hotel so we had to drive back to Chinatown but it was too late, it was already half empty. But by and by, we were able to fix the shades the next day before leaving for Singapore, I even bought a new briefcase for my new job (Oops! I tell ya about that tomorrow). Ok so finally we reached Singapore safe and sound at around 4 am in the morning. Damn, I was too tired to even think about work so I decided to take another day's leave. Zzz...

Missing Constantine

2005-05-04T11:15:00.000+08:00

OMG! OMG! Today's American Idol and I'm still in shock, in disbelieve that Constantine is out of the show. Constantine?! It won't be the same without him. Can you guys believe it? Well, I can't. It's too much for me to digest everything. To top it all off, Scott was one of the Top 3?! Ridiculous... Not only that his voice sounded like crap and just plain useless. I closed my ears and eyes the entire time cause he was giving me a sore eye and it hurt my earss too. Usually I think Simon tends to get too harsh to the contestants but what he said to Scott that night was definitely worth every penny. He was so out of the competition man, his voice was pitchy all over and he was so full of it with his expressions. It was pure embarassment to the show. Hideous! I don't understand what happened last week and I still don't understand it now. And oh Scott! Don't think nobody notice the horrible smirk on your face when Seacrest inform everyone that it was Constantine who was going home that night. It's like all over the net right now. You're really so full of it and like I've said before, people like you make me stop being a fan graciously. I don't want to waste my time. Hell no!

Mr Bo Bice in the other hand is still going on strong, my number one This two rockers Bo and Constantine are who I'm rooting for from the start and I've to be honest, I'm more into Bo than to Constantine but still it hurts to watch last week when what was feared, became a reality. A really emotional episode I tell ya. If you notice, Bo couldn't even believe his ears and there I was in the living room going, WTF?! WTFFF! What the hell! I felt like smashing the tv which luckily I didn't accomplish of course. I maybe be mad but I'm not insane people. lol... Alright then, as a appreciation and support, I decided to put up the two fan banners I created yesterday. Hopefully you guys like what you see and remember the message. Please vote for Bo, please...especially those who are in America right now. It's just fustrating for me being in Asia 'cause I can't vote for Bo myself. Man, how I wish I'm there right now, better still, how I wish I'm able to attend all their shows... lol... Please don't let the unfair happen again...

Other than American Idol, my life has been in a spin lately. I'm now actually caught in a life dilema, my career. Do I move on right now and just don't think about it much or do I hang on for a while until I get what I'm waiting for? However, I'm determined about moving on thats for sure. I can't begin to tell you how grateful I am about the opportunites and chances that are coming towards me at the moment. It's like opening the door slowly as a ray of light shines in, that kind of thing. A stepping stone. I'm young and I'm determined and I'm sick of the events that took place around me. I want out! Let's hope, none of this is gone to waste... Wish me luck! I sure hell need it...

Competition

2005-04-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

Another week has passed and here I am alone in my room, doing the usuals... Surprisingly, I woke up really early in the morning today at around 8.30 am, what is more surprising is that I actually slept through the whole night, not realising I was in fact sleeping. Wha..??? Did I make any sense there? Never mind. The weekend is half way through already and I'm probably gonna head out as soon as I've my bath of course. Why does time go so fast when you're having so much fun? Well...Enough of my whining, I've got a piece of information to share. My Hunnie's racing today in a Drag Race event in Medan, including Drag Bike... He must be either waiting at the paddocks right now or getting ready to race, under the scorching heat of the Medan sun. LOL :) Last time he raced, he got second place so 'Hunnie, show your thing and do your best and bring home that first prize trophy!'... In moments like this, I'm excited for him but a little cautious which is normal for a girlfriend to feel when watching her boyfriend race, don't you think? Well, it also brings me back to memory lane when I was active in that area as well. How I would get ready for my races and stuff like that. It was so much fun, feeling the adrenaline. Maybe I'll post a couple of pictures I took back then. It's kinda sad, it's like that time of your life has completely disappear just like that, even though it was a passion for me, it couldn't last longer than I wanted to. I sound so old, don't I? Well, I do feel old cause there's nothing to do right here in Singapore, something I enjoy, it's all a thousand miles away and hearing about it just makes you wonder. How nice would it be, to be by his side right now, cheering him on or probably racing the same car. It would be perfect. Anyways, I don't think its a wise idea to think too much about the past cause it's not a good feeling and besides Roie's racing, so I should concentrate on him right now, on the results.

Speaking of results, American Idol! This week's show was a blast! My favorite Mr. Bo Bice did a great performance with the number 'Vehicle'... Like what Randy said, 'Bo Man, you're back!!!' All were good, even Simon had a really good comment, a really good one. So people, I believe Bo won't be going any way cause he's made for this competition. Sadly though Anwar was voted off this week. It just comes to show that the competition is getting tougher and tougher with the number of contestants on the stage growing smaller each week. But I do have a very good feeling about Bo and I'm sure I KNOW he'll be the next American Idol. Oh, I wanna get something off my chest and I want to say it loud and clear. Please, please get Scott off the stage, he's giving me a sore eye whenever I watch him. Yish! He's no good at all, why vote for him? But he was one of the bottom three so we'll have to see what happens next week. In the meantime, if you guys missed the show, just head over to WatchIdol.com to download the episode/s. Go there and you'll find an amazing huge archive of the show, an American Idol media heaven for you Idol's fans, and even the complete results shows. So just imagine... LOL :) Sita, out!

This Years Love

2005-04-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! I just wanna say I watched 'Cursed' last night and it's a movie you all should go and experience. Joshua looks really hot in the movie... The movie is not your average werewolf movie, it doesn't have the blood and gory scenes like the others but the suspense is unbearable, my gosh, it got my heart pumping a couple of times... You'll be like, what? where? who? when? All this questions will pop out in your mind, it'll keep you guessing... By and by the movie is great, there's suspense and humor and the monster really looks alive, though I'm not too thrill about Christina Ricci but I don't mind her too much cause there's Joshua to drool at... lol... Watch the movie and you'll know what I mean...

What do you know... I've got the Dawson's Creek fever again, go figure! There's just something about Dawson's Creek you know that keeps you going back even though the series is like so over... What I'm saying is, you can always relive the moments. One way is watching them over and over again or getting the soundtrack of course. The official website has the complete music guide for all the scenes. So what I did was, I downloaded the songs from my favorite scenes and the fact that I just like the songs and you should know, some were already in my collection so here's the list:

- This Years Love (David Gray)
- Mend (Jann Arden)
- Good Mother (Jann Arden)
- Sleepless (Jann Arden)
- Say Goodnight, Not Goodbye (Beth Nielson Chapman)
- As I Lay Me Down (Sophie B Hawkins)
- Kiss The Rain (Billie Myers)
- Big Blue Sea (Bob Schneider)
- Sarah Mclachlan (Angel)
- Sarah Mclachlan (Do What You Have To Do)
- Sarah Mclachlan (Full of Grace)
- Chantal Kreviazuk (Eve)
- Chantal Kreviazuk (Little Things)
- Edwin McCain (I'll Be)
- The Pretenders (I'll Stand By You)
- Mary Beth Maziarz (Daydream Believer)
- Mary Beth Maziars (Hold On)
- Fields of Gold (Eva Cassidy)

For your information, the list isn't this short but I'm sure you don't want me to go any further cause I'm sure you got the idea by now... lol...
My boyfriend sometimes doesn't get my mood when it comes to music, I can go all rock and metal and then suddenly, just suddenly I'll switch to soft and sweet music... He doesn't find it weird or anything but just slightly confusing sometimes...

Speaking of Roy, there were two more earthquakes in Sumatera, specifically at Padang which is about 12 to 14 hours drive from Medan so Roy did feel the tremors especially the first one. He and his friends were stopping at the red light when it happened so he really felt the earth move. Can you imagine being in a car while all this is happening? I can, and it's definitely scary. Thank God, he's alright... I get so worry every time I hear the news which is when I come to work in the morning. I tell you, I straight away call him up to make sure he's ok and everything... Cause people, this is no joke, we're talking about a natural disaster here... Something that is nearly impossible to forecast and knocks you down without any warning whatsoever...

Well anyways, I try not to worry too much and just keep on going on day by day without Roy beside me cause I know the faster the time goes, the sooner I'll get to see my Honey again... :) Please be sooner, much more sooner...

Wrestlemania 21

2005-04-10T06:10:00.000+08:00

WRESTLEMANIA 21 ROCKSSSS!!!! If you guys haven't seen it yet, I suggest you should go and watch it... The matches are just awesome! I especially enjoyed the championship matches because Batista and Cena are who I was rooting for... And they taught both Triple H and JBL a BIG lesson. It was really emotional I should say... So you might understand the two pictures above... lol... Cena really had a great time, he even sat on a Japaneses lady's lap for crying out loud which you won't get to experience very often if you know what I mean, so it was clearly understood why they were going all gaga and stuff... It was hilarious... In the other corner, Batista was still Batista, cool, calm and collected but emotionally satisfied. The poses he gave was made out of a real champion, classy... You know my father said Batista won't be champion for a long time, cause he doesn't have the experience but I know Batista would prove to everybody who has doubts about him. Well, he did prove he meant what he said he was going to do and that is to take the belt away from Triple H who I'm a big fan of too but the character he plays, is really an asshole... lol... Other than that, the other matches are also definitely worth watching, like Guerrero and Mysterio match (Mysterio won), the six man 'Money in the Bank' match (Edge won but I think Benoit should have won, watch and you'll understand), the sumo match (Big Show lost), Trish and Christy (Trish won, like expected but it was nice seeing Lita in the picture), Shawn Michaels and Angle match (Shawn lost :() and last but not least, the other BIG match, The Legend vs the Legend Killer. Who was Randy fooling? You can't just simply beat the Phenom and break the 12-0 record. It's not easy and you didn't help anybody running your mouth like that. Man, Randy can really play an assole very well... lol... By and by, Taker is still keeping his record sparkling clean with his now 13-0 record...

If you haven't been looking around, I just wanna add that my photo album is updated, my fanlistings are also updated and I'm thinking about a new look for my blog. I have many ideas and have done a few but I'm confused on which one I should choose so it won't be that soon and besides, I still like this layout a whole lot... We'll just have to see...

Happy Birthday Papa...

2005-03-30T12:42:00.000+08:00

Guess what day is it today? HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA... Yep... It's my Honey's birthday today. Since I couldn't be there for him, I had to use one form of communication even though I can't see him at least I can hear him, I know... I wish there was some other way but sadly, there isn't... So the other day, I decided to add another verse to the usual birthday song which of course was what I sang to him on midnight today.
This is how it goes :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR OIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA
HAVE A SWEET TWENTY FOUR
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND MAKE A WISH NOW
MAY DREAMS ALL COME TRUE

Due to the time difference, he actually thought I've forgotten his birthday so when I straight away started singing when he said 'hello', he was really surprised... From the way he sounded, I could tell he was half smiling, half laughing, maybe blushing... :) Even when he spoke, he was smiling... Some of you might find it strange, how can you tell these things through a telephone. Simple explanation, some of us can, some of us can't so...it depends on the connection...
So after the one hour chat with Oie until 2 am... I proceeded to Friendster to add in the spices slash testimonials. Basically announce it's my baby's birthday today... LoL...
This is how it goes:

** Special to Me **

I Know You Didn't Plan It,
But It Happened Anyway...
I Fell So Hopelessly In Love With You,
And I Love You To This Day...

You're My Knight In Shining Armor,
The Protector Of My Heart...
I Knew You Were A Special Man,
It Was Obvious From The Start...

And Here We Are, Still Together,
And Anybody Who Looks Can See...
That You And I Are So In Love,
We Were Always Meant To Be...

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MY LOVE
MMMMUUUUAAAACCCCCHHHH!!

**
Sayang...Walaupun Sita gak di samping Oie sekarang, Sita gak mau sedih karna hari ini adalah Ulang Tahun Oie... 30 Maret, hari yang bahagia dan sangat berarti bagi kita semua...
Semoga semua keinginan dan harapan Sayang tercapai, always blessed with all the
joy, love and happiness, makin banyak rezeki, makin sukses (in everything you do),
sehat selalu, tetap termotivasi & to always keep on going, Never Give Up... To
always do what you do, that is to love me even
more and more... Hehehe... :)
Honey!!! You're just the Best! You're my No.1... Always...
I Love You So Much My Hunnie Bunnie...
Mmmuuuuuaaaaaccccchhhhhh x29
G B U
**
**
Sayang... Cepetlah kemari lagi ya, Sita udah kaaanggeeeenn kali ama Oie... :)
Forever yours...
**

Not only that, the surprise is only half way through... :) I'm actually getting everything prepared and ready right now, so let's see what it is exactly later...

Oh ya guys, if you have been watching the news lately, an earthquake had struck Medan too... Oie was actually with his friends at a traffic light when this happened... He told me the whole car shook like mad for a few seconds... Thank God, he's ok. Well I double checked it this morning when I called him at midnight, and he kept convincing me again and again that he was fine... Maybe I sounded too worried or something, well anyways, we'll see how it is tomorrow... All smiles and laughter please, it's my Honey's 24th Birthday...!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE... Mmmuuuuaaaccchhhh... :)

Major Events...

2005-03-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

There are two major events this week:
* OIE'S BIRTHDAY *
* WRESTLEMANIA 21 *

You know truth be told, I'm really miserable about not being there with him for his birthday. I don't know what I can do from here??? I've thought of a few ideas but they all seemed uncertain from where I am... It all comes back to I'm here and he's there and this situation sucks bigtime! Whenever I think about the birthday surprise I gave him last year, I feel this year is like so lonely, the both of us are.

Last year, I planned out the whole thing when I was still in Singapore and flied back to Medan 2 days prior to his birthday. You see, when we're together we're always together so there wasn't any chance of me going through this plan by myself, I needed help. So when Oie went for basketball practice, I immediately called my best friend, Meike and explained the whole scenerio in my head to her. Finally after a long chat the plan was set, she was gonna come to my place the very next morning and pretended she wanted me to accompany her to the saloon or something. Why we used that as a plan? 'Cause then, Oie won't suspect a thing but if I were to tell him I was going out for a while, he would get an heart attack and accompanied me anyways so...lol... In my mind, I was so determined and relaxed that everything was just going to be how I got it all planned until of course there was no news from Meike the next day.

The whole day I waited and waited and still no news. It was really disturbing. So at midnight, I just wished my Oie Happy Birthday and apologised for not doing anything alse for him which he thought was silly of me. He was already thankful that I'm there next to him and no presents or gifts could ever match that. He actually said that!!! I instantly melted to the ground and my heart fell. I had to carry my plan out the best way I could. I was going to get a cake first thing in the morning when he's still asleep. If I've to push the car out of the garage, I was gonna push, nothing's gonna stop me now. I had to do something!

Luckily though, maybe it was a miracle, Meike called me just as I was preparing to get the cake the next morning (the birthday). She actually thought I was talking about today and not the day before, but well anyways she apologised and agreed to get the cake and everything and all I had to do was make sure Oie stays in bed still asleep. You can imagine how anxious I was, waiting, counting the seconds that ticked. You must understand something, Oie is a very light sleeper so any sound could get him up and awake.

So whenever Meike called me, I tiptoe-ed out the room and whispered everything I had to say. Ok, by this time as he later tells me, he was getting really darn suspicious about my mysterious calls and how I wouldn't let him look at my handphone the first time. My plan worked really well. His mind was so focused on the phone calls that he was so speechless and probably shy, hiding behind the pillows when Meike and I entered the room holding the cake while singing 'Happy Bithday'. It was really amazing and adorable moment. By and by, we feast on the cake and talked about the hilarious and awkward moments that happened and Oie blushed in embarassment when he admitted he though I had another boyfriend or something!? Well, that was never on my mind but I'm sure it helped Meike and I carry out the plan pretty well.

So far until last year, Oie hasn't celebrated his birthday since he was a kid mainly because it wasn't a custom for him and his family so that's why I wanted to give him a birthday surprise, a surprise he'll always remember so you can understand whi I was so determined. Watching him blow the candles with that huge grin of his full with excitement and the way he looked at me with that sparkle in his eyes, I wouldn't forget any of that ever. It's another one of our special events for the both us.
Oie I Miss You...

Oh man...

2005-03-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

Uuuaaaaggghhhhh...!!! This past week has been really getting to me. First of all I have to cover for my colleague who's on a week leave cause I heard she's resigning and she has intended to finish her annual leaves before she 'berambus'... Hehehe... Anyways, it's a two in one job and it ain't easy, it's hectic considering the ridiculous pay they offer. The management sucks bigtime! I heard they are afraid one by one will be leaving, their favorites obviously and I'm like 'why would they stay? what do u have to offer?' right? It's a basic question. We're talking about money here and the life in Singapore isn't taking it easy on anybody that lives here so I'm kinda pissed at inconsiderate people. Let's see what's happen though...

Plus, my little sister is sick for the whole week but only now she's really feeling the illness. Ok, whatever that means... Well, she's been doing her own things or activities lately and it's been kinda complicated in this roof, and the bloody woman in the house has to do such an idiotic stunt. Bloody b***h! She really has the nerves you know to even think of the stupid idea in the first place. However 'hopefully' that matter's settled.

Called Oie last Friday, we had a long chat about the week and stuff. It feels so good to hear from him. At that very moment, all the bad energy seemed to ease, replaced are the smiles and laughter. He's such a beautiful person... It's gonna be his birthday soon and I don't know what I'm suppose to do but that doesn't mean I'm not thinking...

Oh yeah, woke up 7pm today... haha.. Wondered how slept through the whole day... Maybe I was just too tired... But I did burn-ed a personal vcd and cd, which I'm really estatic about at this very moment... Alrght then, my father's picking me up now cause we're going to see my aunt before she flies off to Iraq for a business issue... Better get ready...

The Longest Day

2005-03-12T09:44:00.000+08:00

At East Coast Park, by the Beach...
Ooops...wrong date...

How long has it been? Two weeks I suppose... The fastest two weeks anyone can imagine... With knowledge that we only have two weeks left before he flies back, we spent every minute we can together.

Well now today's the day, My Hunnie is now on his way back to Medan... Like I've said before, I'm never good with goodbyes. Today instead of my father sending him, I sent him and watched him passed the imigration counter until he boarded the ferry. It was the hardest time for me, watching him through the glass wall. Whenever he turned back, he'll give a slight wave that I replied of course. It was damn clear we were fighting the tears back. I wasn't weeping or anything but the tears were flowing down as if they had a mind of their own. Half-heartedly I left the terminal to head for work, even though I was definitely going to be half an hour late, I couldn't care less what the office thinks at this very moment. No way, am I tolerant today... During the drive to my office, something silly actually happened. I didn't realised I left my can drink on the roof of my car until I heard it fell, no actually flew off the roof. Unlucky I guess for the taxi cab that was right behind me. I was really in a daze, like in another time zone. How am I to survive day by day here in Singapore without him beside me?

Since we became a couple, I've always felt he was the other half of me, I don't know if that makes sense, without him I'm such a different person. How can I not? He builds this warm, wonderful, safe and comfortable presence whenever we're together so when he's there and I'm here, I feel empty. How I feel so loved for and cared for whenever he looks at me or just the simple things, like holding my hand or wrapping his arm around me as we walk or even feed each other whenever we have our meal. HE makes me feel special and I don't think I can be any happier with someone else.

Honey... If you're reading this: Sayang...Baek-baek di Medan yah, harus selalu take care dan jangan terlambat terus makannya yah pokoknya stamina Sayang itu harus selalu dijaga... Kalo bisa sering-sering pudding juga yah... :)
Remember this always, Sayang sayyyyaaaaaaaannngggg kali ama Sayang... Muuuuaaaccchhh... I'm always missing you My Dear Love...

Finally cooling...

2005-02-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

It's finally raining here in Singapore!!! The whole day, I don't think I felt stuffy even once, but I did doze off a couple of times. Roy went to extend his stay here for maybe an extra three to four days, depends on everything. I don't want to ever think about how I'm gonna say goodbye to him. Never.

Last night we went to the beach again and talked the whole night. We exchanged stories about back when we were in school stories so imagine, how entertaining it was. Roy really has a way of telling stories. We had a lot of fun last night, chuckling and giggling, it was really funny...

Oh yea, a few days ago Roy's ex message him via friendster account which got me thinking, this girl had no friend in her list and definitely no info whatsoever about herself, which means? She delibrately created an account so she could message Roy and the nerve of her. Asking him to remember their special code or something. Hello?! The rest of the message seems decent until I came to that particular sentence. So it's clear that she wants to be a pest so fine. A pest she is. Frankly speaking, I'm happy she gone through all this trouble to just message Roy, that means she saw our photos together, read our testimonials and even know how I look like. She's got to be fuming when she browsed though our profiles cause she would never imagine Roy being romantic and all loving towards me since he wasn't affectionate towards her before. If she's smart, she'll look in the mirror...

I've actually nothing against her, but she did stalked Roy before blaming him for everything that happened to her, just because he chose me. I didn't like it one bit. He's mine so back off! I felt like shouting that to her but it seems she went psycho after that, she must have told her friends to do her a favour or something 'cause they started calling up and asking Roy what happened. In my lifetime, I've never ask my friends to do the talking for me so when Roy told me, I just found the whole situation really ridiculous. Bottomline is, she can do whatever she wants. She could even try doing somersaults for all I care. I believe in Roy and nothing is gonna change that, we believe in one another. Something the ex should have realise a long time ago. Trust is important, without trust your relationship will reach a dead end, if not now sooner or later it will...

Activities

2005-02-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Everything has been moving in slow motion ever since I stepped into the office. Why is it so slow here? Pus, I had great difficulty getting up again today. It's not that I don't get enough sleep, I know the hours are supposed to be enough for me. Frankly speaking, I know what's my reason of laziness and I like it. Just feeling him next to me is enough for me to go into hibernation... LoL...

Anyways last night, we played the 101 questions again. This time the question was 'Rank the guys I've liked before - good to average'... Imagine the question... But I did what I had to do and so did he, the absolute truth. You know, as much as we appreciate the truth, don't you ever wish sometimes the truth wasn't like it was told. However, it's nice to know for sure what your partner really thinks and he's not just saying it 'cause we're a couple. So maybe that's why Roy and I don't take the answers too personal, instead we look at it like any other game.

Aarrgghhh... I can't wait for 6.15pm... Roie and I have plans to go swimming and maybe exercise these already tired muscles (not decided yet though-but more excited about swimming). Thanks to my father, who suggested the idea last night, to come over and make use of the facilities at his condo. In a weather like this, who could resist? I was even like 'why didn't we think of that?', weird isn't it? So basically, we can't wait to get into the pool to cool ourselves from the terrible heat...

Se7en

2005-02-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

Se7en days. It was Valentine's Day... Roy and I went to the beach for a romantic dinner and just basically enjoyed our night together looking at the stars and kept talking about everything that had happened along the years, the funny and the sad moments too... It was a perfect Valentine's Night for us. Simple and meaningful. The way we like things to be... Pokoknya gi-ma-na gitu... LoL... Gimana gak? The beach is our favorite place to be, its a place to find peace and comfort... There's just something about the magic it brings... Ok, maybe I'm not making sense anymore but heck care... I feel like mumbling...

I was on leave for the next two days, ngerti dach... Sebenarnya, Roy and I have been talking alot recently about the juicy secrets and the little details that makes a difference. We knew it wasn't necessary 'cause it was told one way or another before but it probably slipped our minds and as being the one with a million questions, it was bound to happen. Amazingly, even being together for nearly three years now, there's always something new to learn about each other. How it didn't come up or how could we've forget... As humans, I think its alright to forget numerous events in your life, especially the un-important ones until of course someone brings it up, it will all start to appear in your mind. Facts that could have change the mood before, doesn't bother us that much anymore though. We would just shake heads or laugh about it. The bottomline is, I'm grateful for the commitment Roy and I have and I'm proud to have someone like Roy by my side and hopefully he feels the same... :) He better...

I dunno how long I can stand being in Singapore. The weather is just terrible, it's just so damn hot! It makes you want to take a cold shower every now and then but seeing as I'm working and the ac isn't helping at all, I feel really sticky and uneasy all the time. Let's also hope the weather here returns to normal!!!

Before I forget, I've scanned some pictures a few days ago and maybe, just maybe I'll upload them... LoL...

Sweet Valentine

2005-02-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU PAPA HUNNIE.......... MMMmmmmuuuuuaaaaacccchhhhhhhh..........
Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!
Hope everyone feels the love thats in the air... LoL... 'Cause I sure do...

Last night when Roy, my sis and I were on the way back home from buying back dinner, the radio stations here played all the sweetest songs, well at least for both Roy and me... My sister was practically in her own zone at the back seat. What's up with today's generation??? I can't seem to recognize the enjoyment in Japanese animation, my sisters are so crazy about. They pratically eat, breathe and sleep anime. But then again maybe its the age factor and besides I prefer to tell you guys more about it some other day since today It's Valentine's Day...

When we got home, we were really surprised to find that the room Roy and I sleep in was crowded with wrappers, decorations, and the little things. My younger sister was really in the Valentine spirit... She bought gifts for her close friends, and even the guy she like. When I first saw the box, I knew it was for him, the special packaging actually gave it away. The amazing thing, she was really calm and collected when we teased her about it which of course, it's kinda unusual but nonetheless, she's gonna make a statement today in school and maybe I'll ask her what happened when we get home.

Can you imagine, sleeping for only 1 hour? I can't imagine it 'cause then I'll get really sleepy so.... Speaking of which, my eyes are really getting to me, my words are starting to jumble up... I guess its getting worse, I need my beauty sleep...

Alright then, hope you guys have the most romantic night together. As for Roy and I, we would probably head over to the beach for a candlelight dinner or something. Whoa... I can't wait for my working time to be over...I'm so light-headed at the moment, I could probably sleep standing up at this rate... LoL...

Sweet Weekend

2005-02-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

It's finally the weekend. Two more days and its Valentine's Day!!!

Even though I'm psyched about Valentine with my Honey, I'm not psyched about the final result of The Amazing Race, Freddy and Kendra. I wanted Kris and Jon to win so bad, and did I mention that I kinda dislike Freddy and Kendra, they seem so stuck up or something. Kris and Jon should've won the one million dollar prize...

Anyways, I actually missed the show due to me and Roy being out at the beach. Time just flew so fast, it was incredible. The two days of public holidays really was fun and romantic, should I say... LoL...

I'll like to share more with you guys but I've finished my work and Roy's already waiting downstairs for me. So Ciao...

Saturday...

2005-02-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

Today is a sunny Saturday, but I got a feeling it's gonna be a fun day. We haven't decide where to go or what to do yet but probably after this, we'll go for lunch first and see what happens.

A little announcement to make though, our favorite Indonesian band Peterpan, won the award for Best Indonesian Artist at the the MTV Asia Aid Day aka MTV Asia Awards. Fi-nal-ly! I guess our votes didn't go to waste. Man...We've been waiting for this moment since last year when they didn't get it. Bottomline, they truly deserve this award, no doubt about that...

About MTV Asia Aid, they changed the name to raise fund for the tsunami victims of Asia. Even though, the objective of the show evolved around the tsunami incident, that doesn't mean the whole place didn't erupt with all the famous faces in the house. Check the full report here.

Once again, Congratulations Peterpan!!! Good luck to you Ariel...

Royal Rumble

2005-02-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

Royal Rumble 2005 was just over the top exciting! Last night, I stayed up all night watching the show with Roy. We couldn't peel our eyes off the screen, we didn't want to miss out on anything... Just so all of you guys know, the official theme song for Royal Rumble 2005 is 'Find The Real' by Alter Bridge! So you can imagine, how pumped up we were...LoL...

As far as the matches go, all the matches were fantastic especially the 30-man rumble and the Casket match of Taker and Heidenreich. If you wanted to see Taker and Kane in the ring at the same time, this would be it. Not only that, who would've imagine Snitsky and Heidenreich working together?! The whole stadium rocked with surprise when Kane sat up from inside the casket, probably knowing about Snitsky's plan from the start. After they were gone, Heidenreich turned from being a lunatic into a disgusted old woman. He didn't want to have anything to do with the casket. It was just so hilarious.

Another surprise for the night, what would happen if you put Batista and Cena in the ring together? A major screaming contest and a major controversy. This happened when they were the two men left standing in the ring after eliminating 28 other superstars. Vince McMahon had to order a rematch after both men went over the ropes, causing a dispute among the referees. Even Roy and I were speechless, we're both fans of Batista and Cena but it was destiny waiting to happen after all.
Batista is going to Wrestlemania 21!!!

For the full results, you can click the links I've prepared under 'Current Movies'. Oh, and check out our newest section, our biography. I've decided to close the official website though so the biography displayed isn't an updated one. Hopefully, I'll get a new and improved one done soon...

Amazing Race

2005-02-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

Amazing Race (Shanghai) was on-air last night, and now there's still four couples left. Adam and Rebecca got lucky this time being as it is a non-elimination round. Now this is when it gets really tough. My favorite couple on the show, Kris and Jon fell really behind, thanks to the dumb cab driver who kept saying 'Ok, ok...', whats up with that? Jon got really irritated and threw the fare at the cab driver's face. It was the best... People, I think this is the only time I've seen any emotions like that from Jon. The calm and collected couple finally felt really challenged in this episode.

Luckily, they didn't go last on the 'Tai Chi' stunt due to a revenge, Adam and Rebecca got yielded, courtesy of Freddy and Kendra, even Kris and Jon was surprised but gave a brief thank you to Freddy anyway. Judging at what they had to go through, I say this must be the toughest city they've came across. Just unbelievable...I was really sitting on the edge watching Kris and Jon struggle to the pit stop, as the third team to arrive. I hope on next week's season finale, they're the ones that win and I do have a good feeling about it so Freddy/Kendra, Hayden/Aaron, Adam/Rebecca, you guys are going down!!! lol...

Guys, while we're at it... Check out my updated Fanlist and my new Guestbook. I've actually entered the old messages from the previous guestbook into this new guestbook so there won't be anything missing and I've also added a link of my profile at Friendmints.com, so if you've a account there and wanna be friends, just let me know...

Other than that, everything's just groovy in my life. We've been sleeping well this past two days but still I keep coming to work late. I don't know why I find getting up in the morning so painful now, I just can't seem to open my eyes. Maybe I'm just so comfortable, cuddled up and stuff that I don't want to get up...lol...

Damn!

2005-01-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

Dammit! What is wrong with Blogger??? Believe it or not, yesterday I posted a new entry and as usual I clicked 'Publish Post' then suddenly for no reason, the screen went white, informing the server was down. Man, was I fustrated to learn I had to repost the whole entry, seeing as it was a long one... But anyways, hopefully nothing happens this time...

Actually I have great news I'll like to share with everyone!!! My Honey Roy, is now here in Singapore!!! He arrived yesterday night at exactly 10pm from Medan via a flight to Batam and then a ferry to Singapore, so it was kind of a long journey for him. Together with my father and two sisters we waited for him at the exit, and when I saw him, I could tell from his face, he was glowing with excitment...so was I... We spent the night, cuddling and talking 'till it was 4am when we finally got some shuteye... How I wish I was still sleeping at home... By the way, in case you guys don't know, I'm actually at work... Even though, today's half day, I still feel the hours are playing its tricks with me... Yeah!!! I'm so happy at the moment!!! I just wanna spend all the time we have with each other....

O yeah, our anniversary was last December and as we all know, he was already back in Medan so for the first time, we didn't celebrate it... But guess what day is it today... It's now our two years one month anniversary!!! I guess we'll be celebrating after all... :)

As for the blog if you notice, there's a new section up and running. A similar idea taken from our PhotoSuite, I've created a special section for the fanlistings I've joined 'cause I realised they seemed be growing in numbers all too well. It actually looks neater now... Now for the layout, I've chosen my favorite band, Alter Bridge as the featured band... I know its a really simple layout but I love the soft mixtures of colors and I am going for simplicity here...

PhotoSuite

2005-01-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

First there was the PhotoAlbum at fotki.com, now there's the RS PhotoSuite here at blogger.com... Basically, two different concept with the main objective here and above it all the layout is really sweet... So hope you guys like it... Comments people...

New album

2005-01-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

O-k... I just created an account for a photo album at Fotki.com and I'm just done uploading them so feel free to look around.... I dunno if this is gonna be permanent but it'll do for now...Until then, I'm still searching so if anyone knows a free photo album that you can customize the appearance, please drop me a line or two...

Creative...

2005-01-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

Alright people, updates... As always it was a really fast weekend, at least it felt like it... Spent Saturday, just relaxing at home and on Sunday, I washed my car inside out... It was tiring but definitely worth it, seeing my car with this new shiny coat...which didn't last long, thanks to the rain yesterday morning...

Anyways last Sunday night my sister mentioned about wanting to update her personal blog again but had no idea on a layout... She wanted originality so it was taking her a while to get one done so after she saw my new Pacey & Joey theme, she immediately asked for my help... Ok let me explain something, my sister's six years younger than me and we're like from opposite directions. I'm into the Western and Indonesian community and she's totally into Anime and Japan..and so is my other sister who is only two years younger my second sister. They frequently drive me crazy with their Japanese songs but eventually we've come to an understanding. If I'm watching tv, they've to use headphones...and vice versa... ;)

The point of this information? Who is the featured artist?? If she asked me to search for group bands or actors, I'll know my way around but what if she asked for an anime layout. I wouldn't even have a clue on where to start... However, luckily, she was opened to my suggestion so cut long story short, Avril Lavigne is the featuring artist for my sister's Blog... The image above is a small preview of how her blog is gonna look, designed by yours truly of course... With the layout already done, it'll take maybe 1-2 days the most for my sister to edit her own personal stuff...

Now back to 'reality'... Guess what?! It's comfirmed, My Roy is coming over here either on the 28th or 29th of January... Now how exciting is that??? Last night I spoke to him over the phone, and man was it something... It's been a while since we've heard each other's voice so we were like in a whole new zone...It was kinda psychedelic...lol... I don't think there was even a brief silence between us, there were so many things I wanted to tell him but however we made a pact that we'll wait first and pour it out later when we see each other... It was a deal...
*sigh* Happily counting down...

Capeside Sweet hearts

2005-01-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

Capeside Sweethearts. It's my new theme for January 2005... Hope you guys like it... Why the name??? I dunno really, it just popped up in my mind when I was halfway through so it stayed...

Its no surprise I'm a huge fan of Dawson's Creek, recorded every episode and even played each and every episode time after time, never once felt an inch of boredom. It got to a point when I got really addicted and its such a long story, I don't want to go there right now.

So ok, in any series, you've got to have your favorites right, so as you can see, my favorite characters on the show are Pacey and Joey. They really got the chemistry going on there, no doubt about it...they are my favorite couple of all time, unless you count Roy and I...lol...

Since I became a Dawson's Creek fanatic, I've also came to be a fan of Josh and Katie, well thats clearly obvious... Anyways...these pictures of them are my most favorite on the net (well, at least for the moment) so I decided to combine them into one... At first it was actually for my desktop wallpaper but since I like it so much and a thing led to another, walla!

Amazingly, I kept my promise on this one didn't I...

Suffer...

2005-01-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

I've only one question in my mind. WHEN? When will this supposedly situation be over? First of all, I'm working at a place that doesn't have the "A" quality, not only that the majority of people there are just so over. I can't possibly imagine what is wrong with people nowadays... but one thing's for sure, these people love it when their noses are high up in the stinky air... Believe me when I say, I tried being nice, tried to forget whenever or whatever shit happens, and definitely tried to always think positive but... Damn!!! They're not making it any easier for me, its just so damn fustrating and just so damn exhausting... I didn't know people could be who they are cause they really have the stomach to do it... Anyways...enough of that, I really like the moments I'm not at work so just leave it there...

The good news, last Monday I chatted with my Honey like for eight hours straight until it was 4 am here when I went to sleep... And it's so nice, to finally talk to someone who I know understands me more than anybody... He's the kinda person I could tell everything, anything to, he's just the greatest... Well basically we discussed about his plan on coming over here but we're still uncertain about a few things so only time will tell... You know the worst thing about chatting is that, when you're so used to hearing his voice or saying anything out loud and then all of a sudden you choose this form of communication, its weird and not that comfortable sometimes but the main objective still stands so its no major problem for us... Its just weird.

In 2005

2005-01-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

Long time no see... I admit I've neglected my blog for a week now... The reason is mainly because I've been busy at work, too tired when I reach home and maybe, just maybe I've nothing to talk about. This week has been slow but steady for me, nothing exciting happened in my life.

Oh! Actually I did something for my family in this first week of 2005. It was...last Sunday when asked my sisters to follow me to location unknown, and as usual they said yes without even knowing where the hell we were going. After a mild discussion, we decided to head over to Parkway Parade for a little 'refreshment'. Frankly, since my Honey went back to Indonesia, I've not gone to any mall for any shopping whatsoever. Surprising isn't it...

Well, the shopping part was actually unexpected, it just happened... After walking around in Isetan, we spotted a pair of sandals that looked really cute and my sisters seemed to like 'em as much I did so I thought why don't I buy them a pair each. In the end, I ended buying a shirt each for my father and my boyfriend, and a cute barbie bag for my youngest one... Let me tell you, buying gifts for your family and love ones for the first time with your own hard owned money really brings a special feeling...I couldn't help smiling... Like expected, my father was really surprised I bought him a Christmas gift and as for my boyfriend, he doesn't even know I bought him something... I'm intending to shut up about it until the next time I see him. It's so fun surprising people and seeing their reaction, it's worth everything...and especially if you care for them a whole lot...

Nevertheless, I looked at the bright side and made the better out of it... Yes, I felt the loneliness and I still do for my personal life but in the same time I was able to push aside being miserable about everything, and bring smiles to my family...
Mission accomplished...

The day before Eve

2004-12-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

It's pouring here in Singapore... The same whole story, it's either rain or shine or dry or whatever...but now we've a major crisis here in Asia. Millions of people are now weeping in despair, lost...

First of all I'll just like to say, when I reach work early in the morning, the first thing I do is read the paper especially the past few days. It's now stated that there are over 50,000 victims in Indonesia alone and they are still counting, basically the country that is suffering the most. Well, second place goes to Sri Lanka and then India, and it's also known that there about a couple of Singaporeans added to the statistics.

What about the children that were drifted away but are still alive? A miracle. How did they survive? And why didn't their parents survive? Well, for one thing I believe in God's plan and we are part of his plan. I know it's not the same being as I'm here and not 'there' but it's just something to ponder. Is there already a design for the human race? Hopefully, we're blessed and forgiven ever step of the way...

And oh... tomorrow's the day, New Year's Eve... I've absolutely no idea what's going to happen tomorrow or the day after. Believe it or not, there's nothing plan yet, I'm just trying to make the best out of everything I have here.
I remember so well the first new year, Roie and I spent together... I got five letters for you, A-M-A-Z-I-N-G... Its so very memorable, that's why it hurts. Everytime I remember, I feel miserable being like this, being where I am. The years back were so carefree and it felt great, being able to enjoy and doing whatever I want for the new year. There was always a brand new plan for each year and that was an excitement for all of us. Freedom was written all over the place. Believe me.

*sigh* The past is the past and left are all memories of how it was back then... Man, I hate saying that... Well, I think I'm gonna download some Dawson Creek videos, something to amuse me so I won't feel dull. Tomorrow.

Anniversary

2004-12-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

Seems it was just yesterday that everything started, where all the pieces were put together. The first time we decided on a commitment... Yes guys, it's Roie & Sita's Anniversary today... Pardon me for not being too excited, this is our first anniversary apart and I feel really miserable and constantly feel that something's missing... What's wrong with this year??? I hope the New Year would shine some light or solution on how we're suppose to handle all of this...

Anyways, even though we're separated by the ocean, it's still a joyous occasion for the both of us... I can still remember as if it just happened yesterday, where we were at that very moment, what time it was and what we were actually doing, 100% pure moments to remember. Probably even all the small, little details and stuff so adorable and sweet that makes the 29th of December...

ROIE & SITA'S DAY...

For My Dear Love, Roy...

Loving you is so easy...
You've showed me how wonderful and beautiful LOVE is...
Days have passed...weeks...months...and years...
ANd still I can't get enough of you...

!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY PAPA !!! :-x

(29th)

It was the night of 29th...
In body, soul, heart and mind...
That one moment change our lives...
Thank God we made that choice...

Now is the day of 29th...
How our Love has grown...
And all the Love we've shown...
Nothing could be more wonderful...
Than spending the rest of my life with you MY LOVE...

Disaster

2004-12-27T10:58:00.000+08:00

Anyone been watching the news lately? There has been a terrible tragedy here in Asia, specifically in Indonesia, India, Thailand and Malaysia. Huge tsunami waves and an earthquake attacked the islands and ripped it all apart, claiming thousands of victims along with it and many more are now without a home, nothing.

Man, the sights were just so totally ruined and terrible... I know I'm not good at words or how I'm suppose to say it but I just wanna send my remorse and I sympathize with the families of the victims and those who have also suffered the consequences of the attack.

My main concern lies in North Sumatera though, the city next to Aceh, Medan my hometown. Roie smsed me yesterday, informing me of the incident and boy, was I shocked, never would I've imagine an earthquake or even a tsunami. He said he woke up around 8 am, sensing the earth moved around him since he's a very light sleeper but this was an exception, the whole house was rocking, soon the whole family was outside the house.

Roie mentioned how he felt dizzy and that everything seemed to be shaking in the same time, as he stood outside his house. It was definitely an experience. Luckily, it lasted for about 10-15 mins and that was it. Basically, he told me not to worry, now that everything in Medan is back to normal and that it was just an 'echo' from Aceh. In fact, I didn't even realise the whole and actual situation until I watched the news, then my mind when crazy. What was he thinking? It's so him, telling me what I need to hear so I won't worry.

Now who should be more worried??? Anyways, the main thing now is that he's ok, safe and sound at home, that's what's important to me but still I worry about him, my mind isn't exactly 100% calm yet until of course he's right beside me, and then I'll know we're safe...

I Love You Honey....

Pictures taken from Time.com and Yahoo.com

An article taken from The Jakarta Post

JAKARTA (Reuters): A powerful earthquake and tsunami waves smashed Indonesia on Sunday, killing nearly 1,900 people as raging waters washed residents out to sea and tore children from their parents' arms, officials said.

The Ministry of Health put the death toll at 1,873 across the provinces of Aceh and North Sumatra on the northern tip of Sumatra island.

In a statement obtained by Reuters, it said the worst affected area was Banda Aceh, the capital of Aceh province, where 1,400 had been killed. It did not say whether the earthquake or tsunami caused the most damage.

Lines to Banda Aceh have been virtually cut all day.The U.S. Geological Survey said the powerful earthquake that rattled Indonesia and many other parts of southern Asia, leaving more than 4,000 other people feared dead in Sri Lanka, Thailand and southern India, had a magnitude of 8.9.

The Indonesian Meteorology and Geophysics Agency (BMG), however, only recorded a magnitude of 6.8 on the Richter scale.

"The weather was fine with no clouds, there was no warning and suddenly the sea water just hit the city. In some parts the water was up to chest level," Bustami, a resident in the Aceh city of Lhokseumawe, told Reuters by telephone.
"People are panicking now. Some of us are walking by foot and others are on military trucks going to higher ground."

Officials said hundreds of houses had been swept away by the force of five-meter waves across Aceh.

On Nias island off North Sumatra province, directly south of Aceh, officials told Reuters 75 people had died. Nias is popular with foreign surfers, although officials said they had yet to hear reports of any foreigners being killed.

There have been few reports from the western side of Sumatra island, facing the epicenter of the powerful quake.

Residents reported the quake toppled homes inland in Aceh, knocked down power lines and damaged bridges.

The Sultan Iskandar Muda Airport in Banda Aceh had been closed because of damage.

Prayer

2004-12-25T19:52:00.000+08:00

Christmas Prayer by Robert Louis Stevenson

Loving Father,
Help us remember the birth of Jesus, that we may share in the song of the angels, the gladness of the shepherds, and worship of the wise men.

Close the door of hate and open the door of love all over the world. Let kindness come with every gift and good desires with every greeting. Deliver us from evil by the blessing which Christ brings, and teach us to be merry with clear hearts.

May the Christmas morning make us happy to be Thy children, and Christmas evening bring us to our beds with grateful thoughts, forgiving and forgiven, for Jesus' sake. Amen.

Christmas Poems

2004-12-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

Christmas Isn't Easy Far Apart by Nicholas Gordon

Christmas isn't easy far apart.
Holidays are an incessant bell
Ringing through the hollows of the heart,
Invading passages I know too well.
So does Christmas trespass on my sadness,
Taking precious room I save for you.
Missing you is a reclusive madness,
Altering each harmony and hue,
Shadowing each shade I vacant view.

Christmas by Unknown

Every time a hand reaches out
To help another....that is Christmas
Every time someone puts anger aside
And strives for understanding
That is Christmas

Every time people forget their differences
And realize their love for each other
That is Christmas

May this Christmas bring us
Closer to the spirit of human understanding
Closer to the blessing of peace!

2004-12-25T03:36:00.000+08:00

I just wanna wish everyone Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...
Pardon me if I don't sound too excited, how can I be???
This year Christmas Eve is definitely a new scenario for me since I've always celebrated Christmas in Medan and not to mention, being here without my darling, Roy with me, everything seems empty, lifeless... Hiks...Hiks...
To be honest, it's DAMN HARD... Oh man...oh man...how I wish things were different... When reality bites, it bites real hard doesn't it...???
Well anyways, I'm in a better mood now that Roy's online... So guys...later...

We're better than ever...

2004-12-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!! What's up??? :) I just got one thing to say and one thing only...
We are BACK and BETTER than EVER, ready to welcome the year 2005!!! LoL...

As you can see, we've a brand new layout consisting pictures of The Charismatic Enigma - JEFF HARDY and of course, the soft color of purple... Not only that, I created this one, I was actually able to design the layout while at work, isn't that such a wonder??? Even though with the limited resources I had, I can really say that this is a success... Whew...

Anyways, here's how it'll work... Hopefully I'm able to design more layouts of our featured artist or celebrity... It could be every month or probably whenever I feel like it, who knows... Maybe someone out there got an idea, whoever you are, email me with your ideas, I'll most appreciate it...

For now, I'm gonna start working on link buttons and banners... So if you're interested check back soon...

Ciao...

Jeff Hardy

2004-12-17T13:34:00.000+08:00

Just the other day, I decided to browse through the official TNA website for new Jeff Hardy photos and was I surprised... They have really good quality photos, clear and sharp...Unlike from the official WWE website, where there is only screenshot size pictures even though they're clear, they're still tiny... Hey don't get me wrong, I've nothing against the WWE, in fact I'm a huge fan but I just feel they need to satisfy their fans more via the internet especially those who like eye candy stuff...

So what did I do with the pictures of Jeff Hardy 'The Charismatic Enigma'??? I saved all of them and uploaded them to my photo album online... LOL... A private slideshow...

Not only that, but recently I've been kinda obssessed with the Sony Ericsson Theme Maker I had downloaded a few months back, creating Sony Ericsson K700i themes for my own pleasure. I know I seem slow, why get obssessed now?? Well the reason is, I feel there isn't any out there that suits what I want. So I got creative and made altogether around 8 themes already and I was just wondering, should I go public with them? Or should I just start a Sony Ericsson K700i Theme website? Hmmm...???

Which DC character am I???

2004-12-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

You are JOEY POTTER.
Please, get over your shit and tell Pacey how much you love him!!!

*For your information, I ALREADY DID... lol... :)*

Restless...

2004-12-14T18:05:00.000+08:00

One, two, three, four... Its been four days now since Roy's departure, only four days... The days are too slow!!! Arrrgghhh....

But actually in spite of all of this there's actually good news, Roy won third place for Class Jeep, a really last minute decision that his friends persuade him to do and he succeeded... The event took place last Sunday in Medan, in that particular morning, I had a pretty good feeling when I woke up, didn't know what about but that didn't stop me from feeling a teeny bit worried about him so I just asked him to be careful and no matter what happens, PLEASE think of safety... lol...

Suddenly, in the evening he sms-ed me informing me about the good result... That Sunday turned out to be an o-kay day. He participated in the race and didn't leave empty handed, and I had the whole house to myself, it was peaceful and nice...

Before I go on, I would just like to remind you guys I said 'DAY' 'cause that Sunday night was a really messed up night and I prefer to totally forget about it... Totally...

It's ready....

2004-12-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Finally people...the website is ready!!! Our very own official homepage, which is basically about Roie and Sita... What do ya think bout that eh???

Well, just take a look and let me know what you think by signing the guestbook ok??? Besides the 'grand opening', there's something you guys should know, I'm feeling really depressed now 'cause tomorrow Roie's going back to Indonesia, leaving me here all alone. Actually being alone doesn't kill me, I know that but I HATE saying GOODBYE to him... It's really, really depressing.... Not only that, this will be the only time we don't spend our Christmas, New Year and Anniversary together... :((

But Hopefully there'll be a way for us. It's like they say 'when there's a will, there's a way'... Bare in mind, I'm trying really hard to stay positive here...

Oh well, I'm gonna knock off work early today so I can spend the hours I've left with my SweetHeart before he heads back to Indonesia... Boy...Do I wish I was going with him... *sigh*

I Miss You...

2004-12-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

A Message for My Baby Sister,

Sisters by Jamie Danielle Jennings

You are my sister you are my friend
I will always love you to the very end
whenever you feel lonely or even sad
just call on me to make you glad

I know in the past I haven't always been there
but in the future I will show you I care
I miss seeing you every day
I miss being there to show you the way

I know there are things that I have missed
but all I can do is pray and wish
I just want you to know one thing is true
you are my sister and i love you

2004-11-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

This is a poem I really like alot...just look at the words... :)
So now I'm deciding whether or not to put a poem up every week, since I enjoy poetry especially love poetry, deep and meaningful ones... Hmmmm...

For You Hunnie...Chayank...Oie... :)

I Thank God He Sent You to Me by Celina
www.LovePoetry.com

I thank God he sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be.
We have a bond too strong to break,
We have a love no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with love for you.
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,
You make my life whole, you make my life complete.

My love for you grows more with each passing day,
The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:
Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness,
Those luscious lips I love to kiss.

The day when I become your wife,
Will be the happiest day of my life.
Even thinking of that day makes me smile,
I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.

I dream of that day when we'll both say, "I do"
For always and forever... I will love you.

We're Back...

2004-11-30T10:41:00.000+08:00

If anyone can hear my voice right now, you'll definitely find it hilarious... Why wouldn't you? My colleagues even think I'm half asleep due to my new "husky" voice... Udah gitu, gatalnya ini bukan maen bawaannya batuk aja sampe badan ku udah sakit semua, not to mention bangun pagi tadi dadaku sesak kali... Tapi itu juga, sakit itu mudah ditakhlukkan kalo ada perhatian dari seseorang ya gak...hehehe...
Kalo gak ada Sayang, Sita pasti udah entah cemana2 ngadapi sakitnya ini... :) I Luv You Hunnie... :)

Check This Out....

2004-11-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

See the picture?? I just took this quiz and it says I'm a "romantic kisser". :) O-k? Anyways, there's even "lesbian kiss", "Tender Kiss", "Playful Kiss" and "Goodbye Kiss"?? The question is, which one are you...???
Oh ya, you should notice the left side of my blog is kinda colorful right now, maybe a bit too many of them... ;) Fanlistings everywhere!!! Well, don't be surprise, I might even add more... Why? Cause I'm cra-zeeee....!!!! lol

~~[ s i t a ]

Oh man....Oh man.....

2004-11-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Hah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't take it.... Why today?? Why now?? I'm suffering down here... My throat hurts like hell and my body's in undergoing a very unstable temperature at the moment... I should be sleeping the whole to give the rest my body desires but no... Here I am at WORK! Can you imagine that?! I don't know why I do this.... I hate being sick, it sucks big time.... and the time isn't exactly helping me, because I'm getting the feeling it's delibrately slowing itself.... I'm waiting impatiently to see my Roie again....

Speaking of which, yesterday was a long night but guess what? Everything is alright now... :) It was just one big, BIG misunderstanding... Eventually, we realised there wasn't any point of us to be in an uncomfortable situation such as this since we know deep down, we're going to make it... Why? Because...We Love Each Other.... :)

What's Wrong???

2004-11-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Ok. Everyone knows what to do and everyone has their load of baggage. I've no idea what my point is but I've realise that someone might not make it easy for you. Why? It's those little things that keep you going whether you like it or not. You maybe late but you won't mind spending 5 mins saying goodbye to your love one. So now I ask you, why today? Why no goodbye kiss? No "take care honey"? No hug whatsoever? What is going on?? Believe me, my head's spinning and I can't help feeling angry and not ot mention disappointed. Well, thanks to that, I'm finding my day to be pretty rough, strictly DULL and BORING.

What do you expect?? Pardon me but I'll like to begin a morning with smiles and kisses, not the other way. It just doesn't seem right inside especially is the image gets stuck in your head.

Well, I hope the time passes by fast today 'cause I can't wait to return as soon as possible. My mouth is itching and foreheads pumping, I need to sort this problem out in the open so everything's transparent and sure enough then, my headache will cease. I'm coming...

Whew...

2004-11-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

These few days were spent nicely for your information... It was great and exciting... My hunnie and I were like in a second honeymoon... Like expected we did whole lotta of shopping...actually mainly me... lol :)

Actually, the last two days before Roy wasn't feeling well, had fever, sore throat and body aches... Luckily, I gave him a massage or else it could've been worse, well yesterday, he was smiling and laughing around again ... Frankly, I enjoy seeing him like that, all smiley and no frown... :)

Yesterday was the best day of our lives for this week, of course... ;)
Oh hunnie..... I LLLLLUUUUVVVV UUUUUUU...... MMMuuuaaacccchhhhh......

*Happy Sigh* :) Oh well, five minutes left to lunch time and I'm starving... Gotta split....

End of the Day

2004-11-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

It's time to go home!!! My Hunnie's waiting for me... :)
Yesterday was a bummer but the night didn't end a bummer of course, but the exact opposite... Then again, we're always able to set our solutions... :)
Betul gak Sayang...??? Hehehehe...

The weekend is here

2004-11-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

Ye-haa!!! The weekend is here... lol :) Emang seh udah harus kerja lagi besok tapi asyiknya hari Rabu ampe Senin depan aku leave. Koq bisa??? It's Deepavali everyone... Just in case, you guys didn't know I celebrate Deepavali and Christmas too so anyhows I'm going to have the longest weekend ever since I started working... Pokoknya santai bo`!!! Apalagi Sayangku disini juga, pengen merayakan bersama. We're gonna have the greatest time together... :) of course until the time comes when Sayangku harus pulang ke Medan...Hiks..Hiks...

Walaupun sedih membayangi minggu depan saat Sayangku harus pulang, kami gak mau terlalu memikirkannya dulu soalnya time is in our hands for now... :)

Monday Blues

2004-11-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

Senin lagi...Senin lagi... Bener2 membosankan dach... Andai bisa kita ngatur waktu.... *sigh*

Boring.....

2004-09-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

Wuuahaahhhhhh!!!! Kerja lagi kerja lagi....Kaeknya gak siap2 dech... Dari jam 8.30 am ampe jam 6.30 pm, bayangin aja... Tapi cemanalah...Namnya juga cari makan.... hehehehe....
Bukan itu aja yg buat aku suntuk....Tambah aku harus sabar menunggu bisa jumpa ama sayangku lagi....

I MISS YOU OIE!!!!
Aduh....Sayangku lagi ngapain ya...?? Sita kangen nich....